falling for you | emily prentiss x reader

I love you

TW - mentions of depression and alcohol

Y/N's pov:

"Em, I'm here" you said through your sobs that you could no longer control.

You were sitting on your knees, leaning over Emily and applying pressure to her abdomen where she'd been shot while holding her hand with your free hand. Her body was weak and cold, covered in cuts and bruises. Her eyes were closed and she was completely still, almost lifeless.

Seeing her like this completely broke you, you couldn't breathe until you knew she was going to be okay.

"She's gone!" You heard Hotch yell from outside, he was talking about Maya.

You heard the sound of sirens coming closer and you prayed that Emily would fight. Suddenly you felt her squeeze your hand, not hard but enough for you to feel it. She wanted you to know that she knew you were there.

"Baby, you have to fight now, i know you can hear me, I can't lose you Em." you cried, resting your forehead gently on her shoulder as you continued talking to her until the ambulance arrived and two people walked inside with a stretcher, lifting Emily onto it.

You followed them inside the ambulance, not letting go of Emily's hand. You sat down next to her and continued talking to her.

"Emily I swear to god if you don't make it- I don't know what I'll do if you don't pull through." You whispered trying your best to not break down again.

After what felt like forever you had arrived at the hospital and they had wheeled Emily into an emergency surgery the minute you got there. The last thing you whispered to her before letting go of her hand was I love you

A nurse had showed to to the waiting room and you sat down on one of the chairs, pulling your knees up to your chest. Your whole body was shaking and you were losing your mind, not knowing if she was going to make it or not.

Soon the whole team walked into the waiting room. Spencer sat down next to you, wrapping his arms around you as you leaned into his side. You were so tired. You hadn't slept in days ever since before Emily was kidnapped, how could you? Spencer pulled up his phone and earbuds, putting them in your ears and putting on one of your playlist for you to help you fall asleep.

It's not true

Tell me I've been lied to

Cryin' isn't like you

Ooh

What the hell did I do?

Never been the type to

Let someone see right through

Ooh

Emily's pov:
You were unable to move or speak but you could hear everything going on around you. You heard the sirens from the ambulance and y/n taking to you the whole way to the hospital, begging you to fight. You wanted so bad to stay strong for her but you didn't know if you could.

Maybe won't you take it back?

Say you were tryna make me laugh

And nothin' has to change today

You didn't mean to say, "I love you"

I love you and I don't want to

Ooh

The last thing you heard before y/n let go of your hand was her whispering I love you before you were pulled into surgery. The rest was a blur.