Greasy Love Part Three (Outsiders Fan-fic)

Goodbye

I leave the hospital room kissing my new niece and nephew. Yes, Lexi just gave birth to two healthy kids, they're twins. The boy's name is Oliver and the girl's name is Olivia. They thought it would be cute to have matching twin names. I wave to Lexi grabbing Dally's hand like we always do. "Let's go! We have to say goodbye to Soda before he leaves," I yell as I run dragging Dally behind me.

We hop into the car and he looks at me whole heartily, "are you gonna be okay living in that big house in the middle class territory twenty minutes away from everybody while your pregnant all alone without Sodapop?"

"Yea. Why?" I ask him.

"The gang is worried about you," he frowns focusing on the road.

"Well they shouldn't be," I reply honestly. "I stopped drinking and I've been sober for a while.I'm nineteen almost twenty and I've been sober since seventeen."

"I know and it's not that...It's just you've seen kind of down, kind of distant, you've been leaving earlier then the rest of the gang, walking alone a lot, Johnny saw you in the old lot crying, and Biz saw a bottle of pills in your cabinet, but when she asked Soda he didn't know anything about it," Dally informs me getting emotional at points.

"What are trying to say?" I ask getting angry.

"Are you waiting for your babies to...." he trails off.

"Are you asking me if I'm going to kill myself?" I yell.

"Are you?" He asks.

"NO! Why would you even think that? I have been through so damn much and you saw it! I lost a kid and I didn't kill myself!! I lost my little sister! I lost the girl who was my best friend, my partner in crime, my other half, my everything, the girl I wanted to be the godmother to my first born, the girl I wanted to live with, with our husbands, the girl who meant the world to me, the girl who I wanted to spend eternity and a day with my twin and I didn't kill myself. I lost my dad! My mother disowned me! I lost Lexi, Sodapop. you, the gang for a year! I don't get why y'all think that I would kill myself. Is that all you guys think of me? Does Soda know too? You better pull this damn car over right fucking now!" I scream as loud as I can my blood boiling with anger at this point. I can't stand being in this car for another second or talking about this for another millisecond.

He pulls over and I push open the door as he yells, "you're leaving now?"

"Yup" I reply as I continue to walk in the freezing cold with no jacket on.

"It's miles away," he argues.

"I'll walk," I scream flipping him the finger.

"Are you serious? You're being so stupid right now. Do you even see that? You might miss seeing Soda leave," he yells.

"I'll hitch hike for all I care," I yell as I walk into a phone booth, watching as he drives away with tears running down my cheeks. I first dial the Curtis house...no answer. Two-bit? Nope. I keep on calling everybody until finally Bells picks up.  "Hello?"

"Hey Bells...can you pick me up? Dally and I got into a fight and Soda's leaving today and I have no way of getting to him," I blab trying to hold back tears.

"I'll be there in a second," she replies quickly before hanging up.
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"Sodapop wait!" I yell as he goes to walk into the train.

He turns around with tears running down his cheeks, "Dylan." We both drop what we're doing and run to each other. At the end I jump into his arms as he spins me making me laugh smiling at the end. "I love you my pickle...I love my babies too."

"I love you too my Pepsi-Cola," I smile as I peck his lips. "I'm gonna miss you so damn much. I can't wait until you come home. Write me as soon as you can."

"I will Dy-" he starts, but gets cut off by some man calling his voice. "Bye Dylan."

"Wait Sodapop," I yell after him, but he's getting dragged away by body guards along with a lot of other boys saying goodbye to their girls. "I love you," I whisper to myself, but he's already gone. I look at the gang nobody looks as weak as me. I run away from them tears in my eyes.

"Dylan!" I hear them yelling after me, but I ignore them and keep running as tears slide off my face. I can't stop them. I finally loose them sliding down a wall as the tears wont stop running down my cheeks. "Dylan," I hear Destiny's soft voice say full of sympathy and love. We've been close since the marriage between Soda and I. I look up at her through red puffy eyes. "Are you okay?"

"No," I choke out. "What am I gonna do without him Des?"

"Well I told Pone, Biz, and Darbear that I'm gonna spend the night with you, we can start there. Then we'll work it out together...one day at a time, but we gotta take it easy because, we're both three months pregnant and our due dates are one day apart. I love you Dylan and we're gonna get through this together," she smiles. "You're one of my best friends and even though we're not each other number one best friend, you're still one of my best friends. You have me, Eves, Em, Biz, Bells, Lexi, Darry, Stevie, Two, Pone, Johnnycakes, and Dally. You're not alone and we all love Sodapop...we're all getting through this together as a gang together as one force because, we all love each other. We're all one big family. Wanna go home now sweetie? I think you should get some sleep."

"Yea, lets go home Des...I love you," I smile as she helps me up.