Greasy Love Part Three (Outsiders Fan-fic)

The Truth Comes out on my Birthday

I lay on the couch as Soda walks in just like when he did the day we found out he got drafted. He was helping at the DX all day talking to the vice manager about the company statistics considering he is the head of the company. "Hey my Pepsi-Cola," I say before puckering my lips.

He bends down pecking my lips "hello my little pickle."

"You really think I'm still little," I laugh as I gesture to my stomach.

"You'll always be little to me," he replies. "Do you remember when we first met?"

I look up at him and smile, "Lexi made me get out of bed that day and it was my first time in months out of my bed let along the house."

"I'll never forget you walked in and all I thought was my god she's stunning," he smiles. "I prayed you'd actually come back and when you did I was so happy. Then you and Steve became friends. God I was so jealous! When he told you me loved you. I remember when I found out that he actually told you that being more than pissed. How could my best friend do that to me? Then you completely forgot me and my heart shattered into a million pieces along with everybody else in the gang. Then Dally took you away from us and you remembered everything including my mistakes, but you took me back. Then Dakota happened and all that stuff. When I cheated on you and you ran I was truly heartbroken. I tried to replace you, but girl you're irreplaceable. You.You came back a year later and we fell in love again. It wasn't as bad as the year before that, but it was never good for us. You came back and all the shit with Amber happened. Then Noah came back, but I put him in my place. When Kendall came it was great and the whole gang loves her to pieces.  Then we moved in together. Our first bad fight is when you ran out of the house at like two in the morning while it was raining and I ran after you. Then we went to California and that trip wasn't the best. Do you remember when you HATED Destiny with a burning passion after that kiss? She hated you too though. Then the whole alcohol thing happened and your dad died so we took a break. Then I went to win you back and ended up in a coma. Then we got married and now this. We've had wild right."

"Yes, we have," I laugh as I kiss him. "Ready to see the gang for my twentieth?"

"Yes, I am baby. Happy birthday."
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"What?" I whisper as Lexi pulls me outside.

"Well mom found something the other day and it was from Kendall. It was for your eighteenth birthday and I thought this should be done outside," she explains as she hands me a heavy box with an envelope on it.

I open the envelope first and it was a note from Kendall and I to our future selves. I vaguely remember this. 

'Dear future Kendall and Dylan
We're eighteen twinsy! I know what that means we can get married. Are we gonna get married though is the real question. Well we're officially adults and we made it here together. Now, let's go to college and travel the world together. Now it's time for personal letters.
Dear Dylbear,
I love you girlie and I can't believe we're eighteen, we're only twelve now. Lex is literally laughing so hard right now about this. She thinks it's stupid, but you know when we're eighteen the three of us will be following each other around laughing our butts off. We're sisters and best friends, it's what we do! Well I gotta go Dyl. I love you.
Dear Kenny,
I don't get how you write so many notes. I have no idea what to write about. Well I don't know, I love you girl.'

Next, I open the box to see a ton of pictures of Kendall and I just the two of us then the sister bracelets, our dream houses, jobs, colleges. I dig into the box until I find a letter and my world crashes down as I read it, 'I'm sorry it's come to this, but today we're going to the mall and I've ordered a cab to come, but we'll be long gone by the time it comes. I love you so much Dylan, but I can't do this anymore. I've hidden a big secret from you and Lex...I'm bipolar. I'm so sorry to cause you two pain, but I can't take this anymore. It's not your fault nor is it Lex's. You two couldn't of done anything to stop me. This is gonna look like an accident and in four years on our birthday you'll find out the car that hit me wasn't an accident. It was on purpose, I planned it.  I'm so sorry it had to be like this, but you'll get over it. I'm gonna seal up the box today and hide it in grandma's house, but you'll gonna find it one day. She cleans her attic out every three years, so you're find it before you're eighteen. I love you Dylan and you were the one thing that kept me going, but this had to be done. Please get married and have kids for me. Live out the life we were supposed to have together, go to California and get married, live in a huge house with a pool, learn how to surf, have kids, go to college and be happy. I love you Dylan and you have to get over me because, this is what I wanted to happen. I know you're smart and you'll put the clues of that day together and figure out that you knew it was gonna happen you just didn't know that moment. I'm gonna get my first kiss and 'accidentally' step into the road. I'll suggest going to the mall as long as one of you two don't get to it first. You'll see.
-Kendall Jane Jueggers (KJJ)'

I angrily slam down the letting dropping the box as I fall to the ground with it looking at all the pictures as I think back to the clues of that day. 

Clue one:"Girls, should we go to the mall today?"  She asked as she got all serious as if it had to do with something huge.

Clue two: "Maybe I will!" Kendall yelled back after Rylee wished she would die.

Clue three: She had her first kiss that day

Clue four: Kendall was the most aware person I ever met she always knew what was going on. She would be not paying attention at all, but she would still know what was happening. She had to of known the car was coming it's not in her nature not to know.

Clue five: She was walking faster than usual the second her foot was in the street she had to of known Lexi was gonna save us.

Clue six: When she looked at the car she just stopped waiting for the car to her hit her.

I look up at Lexi, "we should of known."

"Known what?" The gang asks as they walk outside all looking at me.

"Dyl, what are you talking about?" Lexi asks.

"We should of known, the car 'accident' wasn't an accident. Kendall planned," I explain as I hand her the note.