Never Enough

12

Another freaking day good thing we don't have class so i can chill i don't know what to do hinihintay ko lang ngayon na may mag aya sakin lumabas.

Kanina pa ako paikot-ikot dito sa kwarto ko at nag iisip kung ano ang maganda kong gawin pero wala hindi gumagana utak ko ngayon i tried to watch something in netflix but i ended up sleeping argh!

So i have no choice but to clean my room kahit na sobrang linis pa rin nito dahil kaka linis ko lang nung isang araw! While i'm busy cleaning my room my phone rang. i am so excited dahil alam ko na tawag 'yon ng demonyo!

Hindi nga ako nag kakamali nakita ko ang pangalan ng group chat namin and i am 100% sure na they're also bored. "Hey what's up?" That was my first word as i answered the phone call.

"Pota hindi ba kayo naiirita sa mga pamamahay niyo at hindi kayo nag chachat dito sa gc?" Naka simangot na tanong ni jay saamin. "Duh nag hihintay lang din ako na may mag aya sainyo ngayon!" Pabalang na sagot ni Samantha.

"I am also waiting for your calls guys i'm fucking bored right now i wanna hang out with the all of you." Sabi ko sakanila with matching sad face seriously i feel like i'm getting nuts here.

"Cutie. Sure my house is free my parents wasn't around for three days are you up?" Tanong ni Cy one of my guy friend. As i hear that my mood went down because i know that my mom and brother won't allow me. They're kinda strict because i'm the youngest here in our house with that i understand them.

"I think i can just stay there until 11pm and my brother would just pick me up. I can't with overnight y'll know that my mother won't allow me" I answered. "We'll ask for your mother's approval don't worry" Pampalubag loob Colei sakin what a nice guys friend omg!

"Ako na mag papa alam kay tita ihna alam mo naman malakas ako kay tita boto sakin 'yan eh ang kaso nga lang di na kita crush kaya wag kang mag maganda dyan" Nang aasar na sabi ni Ken sakin! So what?! I don't give a damn that he doesn't like me anymore! i don't like him either so it's a freaking tie!

"Kung ikaw ang mag papa alam sakin wag na i'm sure that she won't allow me knowing you? baka may gawin ka pang masama sakin and my kuya won't allow me to sleep over in a boy's house! plus hindi ko na kailangan mag maganda dahil matagal na akong maganda kaya nga naging crush mo ako eh!" Tuloy tuloy na bigkas ko sakanya!

They just laugh at me because they all know that i'm fucking pissed with this man! omygosh! i can't be with him he'll just going to annoy the hell out of me! All i can hear right now is their laugh and it really pissed me off.

So i just ended the call without saying any words busy silang tumawa kahit wala namang nakakatawa and i don't have an energy to laugh with them they're insane. They really love to teased me. I was cursing them inside of my head when my phone rang once again.

I don't have the guts to answer it because they will just annoy me again so i turned off my wifi and continued the cleaning i've been doing and started thinking about what happened yesterday. Joshua didn't bother to reply with my message because he's busy with my oh so called 'friend'

I am mad at him i don't want to see him but i have no choice because he is my classmate. I don't know what happen to him i know him as a boy who's with one word. He told me that he loves me and asked me if he can court since i have a crush on him i agreed.

But look what the fuck he just did flirting my friend infront of me? If he just wasn't that dumb. Omygosh while thinking of what happened nang gigigil ako! Hindi lang sakanya kundi pati na rin kay Cas!

She's so fucking annoying as fuck if she want's to flirt not with my man. She just ruin our friendship and knowing our squad? for sure they won't let her in again. What a traitor dumb bitch. All she can do is to flirt.

I wanna slap her face but i remember sira na pala 'yon bakit ko pa sisirain edi nasabihan ako na walang puso nanaman? Natapos na 'kong maglinis at pumasok na sa CR para maligo after one hour natapos na rin ako. Binabad ko talaga sarili ko dahil wala naman akong naiisip na gagawin.

Like dude it's just twelve in the afternoon maybe i'll take a nap after i eat since i'm a little bit hungry. Bumaba ako at naabutan si kuya na kumakain sa mesa. "Kumain na si mommy?" Tanong ko sakanya and he nods kaya kumuha na rin ako ng plato at nag lagay ng onting rice since i'm on diet.

"Aalis ka?" My brother asked me i look at him and shookt my head "No why? aalis ka? sama mo 'ko" Sagot ko sakanya. "Hindi ako aalis but i want to throw a party trip trip lang you can invite your friendst" Naka ngiti niyang sabi sakin na ikinalaki ng mata ko! Omygosh! What's with him?!

"OMG REALLY?! CAN THEY SLEEP HERE?!" Excited na tanong ko sakanya damn! If kuya won't allow me to sleep over in Colei's house i'll make them sleep here! I know that mom won't mind because she know who they are!

"Yeah i heard you a while ago that they're planning to sleep over in colei's hous right? and you know that i won't allow you but still i don't want you to feel sad so i asked mom if i can throw a party later" Naka ngiti niya sagot sakin.

I know that we fight everytime we see each other but i can say that kuya got my back and i got his back. "Thank you kuya" I told him that. I knew he's hiding something from me but i won't rush and ask him. There's a right time for him to tell me what's bothering him.