The Suicide Series ✔️

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And then she killed herself.

She heard her mother open the front door and call out for her, but by then her body was going into shock, trying to stop itself from bleeding out. She knew she wanted to change her mind in that instant. She couldn't bring herself to move, let alone speak.

The only thing running through her mind being, 'I'm going to die.'

Fear took over her thoughts. She felt everything condense and she wished she could throw up to get the sick feeling over with already.

'This is really it. I'm not ready.'

Her mother never stopped calling for her. She was always home by then, her daughter would have told her if she wouldn't be home.

When her mother found her body in the bathroom, she kept calling for her. She yelled and sobbed, wanting her daughter back.

It wasn't very long before her little brother would come home, his bus dropping him off right in front of the house. 

Her mother knew this, and that's the only thing that motivated her to stop crying for the time being. 

She called the girl's father, asking him to come home quickly. She wasn't able to get it out of her mouth. Their daughter was dead. 

She then called 911, even they couldn't decode her words but the emergency vehicles were sent to the location anyway.

Her dad came home to find her brother getting off the bus. Neither of them knew yet.

Her dad opened the door and kept his son behind him, apprehensive for what his wife sounded so scared of.

The bathroom door wasn't open and still sobs could be heard, 'shaking the foundation of the house' the girl's dad thought.

'Earthquake' was all that the boy was thinking.

Her father told her brother to go to his room, the one he shared with his sister. Used to share with his sister.

He asked his wife what was wrong? She continued to cry.

He pushed his fear down and walked into the bathroom. Nothing could have prepared him for this moment. Seeing all the blood. It was covering his wife.

Tears didn't stop flowing from their eyes until sleep overcame them.

Her brother didn't understand why his sister never came home after the emergency vehicles took her away.

He didn't understand why no one at school would talk to him afterwards, all he needed was a friend. His sister used to be his friend...

It was a month later when a bully told him that she was never coming back. That it was the brother's fault his sister killed herself, and she would never forgive him.

He never forgot those words.

His parents, never thought to talk him through it. His parents forgot he was still their son.

It was everyone's fault, everyone but her's.