Loving You Again

chapter 44

Armando smiled looking at his wife who was sleeping comfortably in his arms. He had worn her off.

His smiled fell remembering the one year, he spent without her and hurting her. He knows that he went too far and he fucked up.

Could he do otherwise?

Maybe but he did not.

He kissed her forehead and his tears fell from his eyes. He've broken her so much. Yesterday, when she came to the office to give him the divorce papers, he lost it. He realised that admist all that was happening ,he was losing her.

Could he afford that? No!

He was already punished for his behaviour. Myrah had moved on with that blonde guy.

"I love you, mama. So much, it hurts." He whispered to her, even though he knows that she cannot hear her right now as she was sleeping.

He needed a drink. He got up and wore his pantsand took the bottle of scotch on the table from the night and served himself.

It was still early in the morning. He looked at the clock that was indicating two in the morning.

He opened the door to the balcony, the cold air hitting his chest making his goosebumps rise. He took a sip of his drink, that helped with the cold. He looked at the sky blankly.

And then that memory hit him. About 12 months ago.
 

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Before the funeral of his kids, he walked inside the hospital. The unpleasant smell of medicines and alcohol hitting his nostrils.

He took the elevator and stopped on the floor where she was.

He opened the door to the room where his love was lying, fighting for her life. All sorts of machines was attached to her. Her legs were in a cast, her hands and head was bandaged. Her once flawless complexion was now blue with bruises. An IV was attached to her hand.

Half of her face was covered with the oxygen mask.

He took her free hand in his and kissed it.

"Mama." He sobbed.

"They are gone. Our babies are gone away from us. I can't imagine how you would feel when you will know about it."

"They've left me alone but please you don't go. I'll die if anything happens to you. You are my life, my heart, my breath, my everything. I don't want a life without you. Fight for your life mama, get better for me, please. I already lost a part of me but I can't lose you. You won't find me beside you when you wake up but you will have to trust me." He cried knowing about the pain he will give her but he have to.

"I love you." Saying that he left from there, before he broke completely.

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Armando shivered remembering all that happened. It's like a nightmare.

Armando knew that whatever happened was not an accident. It could not be. It was a well planned scheme.