𝙎𝘼𝙑𝘼𝙂𝙀 🎶 𝙃𝙖𝙞𝙠𝙮𝙪𝙪 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙑𝙤𝙡.5

Hold on - Kageyama Tobio 🎶

!Through his eyes!
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🎶 Loving and fighting, accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone 🎶

"Am I forgiven?" Her hands folded across her delicate chest the numbness in my knees literally screaming for me to get up of the floor as i kneel before her like a Knight bowing to his queen.
"I suppose" the smile i had missed for days finally floating back into her face my hands throwing themselves around her waist and pulling her close as I breath in the scent of her strawberry shampoo. "If it makes you feel any better I told her she is nothing compared to you" a laugh leaving her albeit it being a quite one.

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"Stop it Tobio!" Her lips turning up into a smile the creases forming between them as I smother more flour in her hair "perfect" I chime fluffing my chest out as she grabs some of the icing  sugar and dumps it on top of my head "you look like a snowman" tears streaming down her eyes as I take in her features from head to toe. Thank you for blessing me with such a wonderful woman.

🎶 You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me 🎶

I stroll up towards mine and Y/N's house the bright flashing red and blue lights illuminating the pitch black street,  yellow tape around my house whilst neighbours new and old gather around like vultures my heart immedialty smashing into pieces as I throw the car door open.

"NO NO NO!" I shout frantically running up towards the tape as one of the cops holds me back "sir this is a suicide sc..." his words sparking anger "THATS MY WIFE IN THEIR!" My hands shoving him with all the force I can summon as I run into the house everything around me white noise, a ringing in my ear.

What i see next making me feel sick and numb Y/N lying in our bathtub decorated with red water a peaceful smile dawned across her lips "no...please" my legs carrying me towards her deadly pale skin arms wrapping round her squeezing any life thats left

"Please wake up baby, this is all a prank right?" My shaky hands caressing her face hoping for any signs of life. Maybe...just maybe a small miracle may occur and this is all some feverish dream.

🎶 Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you 🎶

"Kags?" The all familiar voice of Hinata snapping me from my train of thought his eyes wide with shock and I soon realise why, my hands covered in her blood, white shirt now stained a light red "She's gone Hinata" the sentence sounding like such a lie as he walks towards me and sits beside me the hallway it's own form of grave, spirits restless and roaming its walls "im sorry kags, so so sorry" his arms wrapping round me as the sobs i didn't know I was holding finally leaving me.

"I...want...he...her...back shoyo" i scream like he is some sort of god that can fulfill my wishes.

🎶 They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me 🎶

"Will give you some alone time Mr.Kageyama" the woman wearing a sympathetic expression as I stare down at my wife's sleeping form. Her hair laying neatly behind her the white sheet draped over her naked body as it hugs her petite and sweet figure.

"Why didn't you talk to me? Give me a sign? Do something...Anything!" My brain expecting her to open her eyes and smile at me with some excuse.

Death by suicide, but why? She always seemed so happy to me, what did I do wrong?.

🎶 I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying, "Baby, let's go home"
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home 🎶

"You ready to go home babe?" I question from my spot in the drivers seat my eyes floating to look at the pretty white vase decorated with golden flowers seated next to me, the last ever photo I took of her in a frame wrapped in a yellow memorial ribbon.

I pull up to my house the sea of cars filling the street as I notice familiar faces waiting for us "ill be fine now y/n" I smile to myself as I look at my friends dressed in formal wear.

🎶 Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you 🎶

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BREAKING NEWS!

SCHWEIDEN VOLLEYBALL STAR KAGEYAMA TOBIO FOUND DEAD IN HIS HOME CLINGING TO HIS RECENTLY DECEASED WIFE'S PHOTO.

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The song: Hold on by Chord overstreet