🎶 I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey (oh)
I get drunk, wake up, I'm wasted still
I realize the time that I wasted here
I feel like you can't feel the way I feel
Oh, I'll be fucked up if you can't be right here 🎶
"THIS IS SO POINTLESS!" Both of us standing on opposite sides of the living room as the angry atmosphere we created swallow us whole like a sinkhole "NO SHIT SHERLOCK! BUT AS PER USUAL YOU COUDLNT HELP BUT START!" Y/N's eyes burning into mine as the still fresh redness floats around them her lashes a shiny wet contrast to her once soft and dry ones.
"I'm sorry. Today was just really awful that's all" my words silent as I throw my body onto the couch slinging my arms across my eyes as my once bright vision now becomes dark and I feel the left side of the couch move
🎶 Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa)
Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa)
Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa)
Oh, I'll be fucked up if you can't be right here 🎶
🎶 I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could
Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey
I do the same thing I told you that I never would
I told you I'd change even when I knew I never could
Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you
I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey 🎶
"NO! NO! NO! I DONT HAVE TIME TO WAIT IT NEEDS TO BE HERE BY TOMORROW!" my voice angry as I slam the phone down on the counter just as the sound of the front door opens, the little gesture ticking me off "IM HOME T!" y/n calls out the sweet angelic voice only sounding like a wave of annoyance to me as she rounds the kitchen her once happy face disappearing as she notices mine "everything okay?".
Such a simple question setting me off "NO EVERYTHING IS NOT OKAY! I JUST WANT ONE THING TO GO RIGHT IN MY LIFE BUT CLEARLY THAT IS TO FUCKING MUCH TO ASK FOR!" My words visibly hurting her as she slowly folds her lips in, swallowing the lump in her throat "I'm going to head up for a shower and then hit the bed, goodnight Tsukki" the words so formal it actually makes me sick as she vanishes from my view.
"What the fuck is wrong with me?"
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