𝟯 𝘿𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙊𝙛 𝙃𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 || xiao x reader

Everything is happening too fast

Lanterns lit the place
The smell of good food was everywhere
Noises of people cheering was filing the silence
Xinyan's music blending in with the nosies of the crowd
Qiqi running away from hu tao was seen in the background
Chongyun, Xiangling, Xingqiu hanging out forcing chongyun to get mad insane from spicy food
Zhongli was telling different stories to a crowd filled with old people.

You sigh as you were waiting for him, you smiled as he finally showed up
his green highlights with his beautiful yellow mixed with orange eyes complimenting his handsome face,
You get near him but he suddenly disappeared.

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You wake up from your dream as you were sweating wondering who that was in your dream as you couldn't see his face very well and only his strange outfit, also confused on who those people was but right now going to school is your priority you got up and continued on with your routine, you were still half asleep and was still in a morning state.

You go outside your room to get some food "hey mom is breakfast read.."
you stop at your words when you saw your mom passed out on the floor bruised out and bloodied
you slowly glance at your father who was holding an alcohol bottle with blood on it, its base was also shattered.

Hearing police cars outside, a bunch of stuff was happening but your eyes was fixed on your mom's passed out form.

You felt your heart dropped as you realize this day is gonna be the day everything changes.

Your dad was restrained by the cops while your mom was getting treated by the medics checking for a pulse,
you bite your nails tryna keep your breathing in check.

the police took you in for questions and background checks, you were still trying to process what just happened so the police gave you time to think over the question.

As you were thinking all you can remember are bad memories.
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Ever since childhood you had quite a normal family except that you knew your dad was an alcoholic but it didn't bothered you too much since he still seemed like the normal happy caring father, but at grade 4 your father out of no where starts acting strange same for your mother,
they stopped talking to each other and arguing to each other even more.

It turned to a point where your family was practically screaming at each other while arguing, you had to sleep at your friends house due to the noise it was like this for months until your parents had divorced, and even now you are still confused on why everything become the way they were but you didn't mind that much since you and your mother was happily living life sort of, your mom was almost never home and only came home at the morning with her cooking something delicious and her waking you up.

You were also remembering your other memories at school but let's just put that aside for the future, you were thinking of many stuff that you didn't noticed that you already skipped school and with you having a bunch of miscalls and unread messages from your friends, you decided to ignore for now since you needed some alone time.

Still traumatized from what happened you couldn't dare go back to your home where it all occured so you stayed at the police station for a while.

You decided to distract yourself first by sketching random stuff but all of it turned out "bad" or average unlike your normal style, gritting your teeth you almost tossed your notebook in the trash but you were stopped by the police calling you for questions.

you were brought in a room where it was only you and some people outside and some person with a notebook and a pen.

"so miss y/n l/n I assume this accident has traumatized you but your answers would be really important for this case, are you in the state for answering them?" The man asked but you only answered with a nod

"Have u noticed any violate behaviors from your father these past few years or months?"

"He left the house when I was 10 years old so I wouldn't know, but him and my mother was often arguing when he was around and it caused me to stay a friends house for a while"
you answered and he started writing stuff on his notebook.
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After many questions he finally stopped before saying his goodbyes

Your house was still being investigated tho it was pretty obvious that my father attacked my mom.

You sigh as you mentally prepared yourself, to get inside your house again.

You step inside your home as you pack your stuff getting ready to leave as this house was going to get rented soon since both owners are currently unable to pay due to accidents

The cops earlier said that you'll get transported into an apartment paid by the government till you are at the right age to get money and pay the rent yourself
(note: y/n is currently 16-17)
You sigh as you fold your clothes realizing this probably means everything has to change now

Time pass and you had packed your thing, a car was waiting for you outside getting ready to escort you to a new town
you step inside the car while you also put your stuff inside.

You take out your phone as you were getting ready to say goodbye to your old friends and even "him"
You check your messages only to see an unread message from him
saying "I'm sorry"

You were a little confuse so you try to text him back only to get an "error"
you pause for a second as you felt your heartbeat getting louder and faster as negative thoughts fill your mind "what if he didn't wanted to be friends with anymore?"

You were snapped back to reality when you get many notifications asking whenever you were okay or was it true
"news sure travel fast huh.."
You get ready to say goodbye to them only to see that there's a stupid rumour that you killed your mom and that you put the blame on your father

You were a little stunned and disssapointed at people's stupidity
You check your friends messages and it turns out they were asking you many questions and some just unfriending

You grip your phone feeling mad
you were gonna write an essay about what happened but then you realize that it wouldn't even matter so you just said to everyone "it's not true, stop believing dumb rumours."

As you were tryna take a grip on your  sanity you finally arrive at your destination, you follow the people as they escort you to your new apartment
giving you the keys they wave you goodbye

You open the door slowly walking in the rather average sized apartment enough to fit two or one people
you sit down
"So I have to change lifestyles and schools now huh.."
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