03/09/21
it's a little hard to not imagine a future in which you & i are together
and to be truthful, i'm worried i've let myself get too attached
to your loud laughter and gentle voice
i've fallen in love with the words 'good morning', 'good night'
and the sound of my own name uttered from your mouth
because oh, it just makes such a lovely sound coming from you
i've become used to the smile that crosses my face whenever you speak
or the little flip my heart does when you message me
feelings so deeply familiar i barely even notice them
when i'm distracted, the first thought on my mind is you
most of my daydreams are thinking how wonderful it would be to spend more time with you
my head is scrambled with fluffy fantasies of drinking boba tea in a shopping center whilst giggling over each other's stupid jokes
of long walks through the woods, pointing excitedly at neat things we find
of seeing you walk into the school dance with an outfit matching mine, and just giving each other these stupid cheesy grins and not saying anything
of meeting each other in a park with a picnic blanket and homemade pie, following it up with picking flowers for a bouquet
of driving out to a nice quiet spot some night and lying down on the cool grass, our shoulders touching as we gaze at the stars and point out the constellations we recognize
i love every little thing about you
from the way you laugh and fidget with your hands when you get awkward
to the way you'll get reminded of something you watched a youtube video on once and ramble on and on about it and it's just so clear you like talking about that subject so much that it makes me grin
to the fact that your love for your friends is unspoken and yet at times so crystal clear
i love the way we can just talk, no matter if the subject is weird or awkward, because we're comfortable in each other's presence
i love the way you laugh for a while at my stupid jokes and it makes me feel like the happiest person on earth knowing that you really found it that funny
i love you, and every bit of kindness you've shown to me throughout our friendship
i wouldn't trade what we have for anything.
and i hope you feel the same
