12/23/20
i wish i were ready to be with you.
i think about you a lot, and while that's embarrassing to admit, it's true. i talk to my friends about you all the time. i've never had feelings like this for anyone else and that's kind of embarrassing, but it's not like you don't know that already.
i love the sound of your laughter. it can be anywhere from all-out laughing where you're almost crying from laughing so hard, to that weird cackle-giggle thing you do, and either way i love every second of it.
i love talking with you one-on-one, where i don't have to worry about anyone's opinion besides yours. when you talk quietly, and i can hear the smile in your voice. when you're unafraid to ramble, because you know i'm not going to make fun of you for it.
i really like when you say my name. it feels personal in a way that it doesn't when other people say it. i love the way it sounds coming from you.
i really like you. you're a lovely person who brings a lot of happiness to my life. i don't know where i'd be without you; i can't begin to fathom how we went from making fun of each other in middle school to where we are now.
if i end up losing feelings before i'm ready to say anything, or i confess and you reject me, that's okay, honestly. i care about you a lot, but i'll always care about you as a friend first and foremost. either way, i'm glad to have you around.
