a month ago i was damn near heartbroken
well. got over that quick, didn't i?
it feels wrong.
i'm glad i dropped it so quickly, but i feel like i shouldn't have been able to.
seven months where my head was full with thoughts of you. and in the span of a couple of weeks? i was over it.
it makes me feel like i was exaggerating the whole time.
i could've sworn i loved you. i had to have been lying.
how else could i have moved on so quickly?
i've said before that i don't know what love feels like
and maybe i've felt it in bits and pieces
but i couldn't begin to claim i understand it
who knows when i'll feel that way again?
for it already feels like a distant past
something i look back on with embarrassment and shame
perhaps love's not for me.
not yet, at least.
