Lost Love

CHAPTER 7 - Give your heart a break

Kung anong binilis ng pagiging kami ganun din kabilis nang maghiwalay kami. Ang ironic no. May isang linggo din akong hindi pumasok ng school. Pinasabi ko nalang kay Aika na may sakit ako at sabihin nya yun sa mga prof ko.

Sila mama naman, ayun kinocomfort nila ako. Nalaman na din naman nila na wala na kami ni Renz eh. Sila pa nga yung bumibili ng ice cream ko eh. Ilang galon na din yung inubos ko. 

Ano ba yan, tumutulo na naman yung luha ko. Lecheng luha naman to eh, ayaw pang tumigil. Mas lalo ko tuloy naalala yung mga sinabi ni Renz nung araw na yun. Lagi pa din kasing nag eecho yung mga sinabi nya sa utak ko. Kahit nga sa panaginip ko eh lagi pa din sya yung laman.

Nakakainis na nga eh. Kung pwede lang burahin sya kagad sa isipan ko, nako matagal ko ng ginawa. Kaso hindi pala madali.

Eto na ba yung sinasabi nila Mag move on na ko. Ilang beses na din akong sinasabihan ni Aika na mag move-on. Pero hanggang salita lang pala madali. Pag ginagawa mo na, ang hirap pala.

Haaaays. Nasa loob lang ako ng kwarto ko ngayon. Nagsasounddtrip. At sakto yung kanta sa sitwasyon ko ngayon.

Nakikibagay talaga sakin tong iPod ko. Great. Just Great.

Now Playing: Give Your Heart a Break by: Demi Lovato

"The day I first met you

You told me you’d never fall in love

But now that I get you

I know fear is what it really was"

"Now here we are

So close yet so far

Haven’t I passed the test

When will you realize

Baby, I’m not like the rest

Habang pinapakinggan ko yung kanta, naalala ko nung unang araw na nagkita kami. Napapangiti nalang ako dun. 

"Don’t wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you’re scared it’s wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There’s just one life to live

And there’s no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

Oh yeah, yeah"

Habang nasa chorus na ng kanta, naluluha na naman ako. Kasi naman eh, naalala ko lahat lahat ng mga memories ko kasama ko sya. Parang isang napakagandang panaginip lahat ng yun. 

"On Sunday you went home alone

There were tears in your eyes

I called your cell phone, my love

But you did not reply"

"The world is ours if we want it

We can take it if you just take my hand

There’s no turning back now

Baby, try to understand"

Pero lahat lang, biglang nawala. Lahat naglaho na parang bula. Nakakahinayang lang kasi ang tagal na namin. Madami ng nangyari samin sa loob ng apat na buwan. Nakakasakit lang talaga sa puso.

"Don’t wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you’re scared it’s wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There’s just one life to live

And there’s no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break"

"There’s just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

Oh yeah, yeah"

Ayan na naman yang luha ko eh, tumutulo na naman. Parang nang aasar lang. Haaaay, Renz... Renz... Renz... :(

"When your lips are on my lips

And our hearts beat as one

But you slip out of my fingertips

Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh"

"Don’t wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you’re scared it’s wrong"

"Like you might make a mistake

There’s just one life to live

And there’s no time to wait, to waste

So let me give your heart a break

(Let me give your heart a break)"

"‘Cause you’ve been hurt before

I can see it in your eyes

You try to smile it away, some things you can’t disguise

Don’t wanna break your heart

Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break"

"There’s just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)

Oh yeah, yeah"

"The day I first met you

You told me you’d never fall in love"

Pagkatapos ko makinig sa kantang yun, lumabas na ko ng kwarto at kumuha ng ice cream. Para kahit papano hindi ko maramdaman na nasasaktan ako. Bubusugin ko nalang yung sarili ko ng ice cream. My stress and heartache reliever. I love you ice cream, wag mo kong iiwan ah. 

(A/N: Hello fellow readers, pasensya na po kung medyo puchu puchu tong chapter na to. Naubusan ako ng maisusulat eh. Hehe. Hindi kasi talaga ako makarelate sa mga brokenhearted. :D Anyway, vote and comment po kayo ha! Thank you! :) )