descending syllables

Blurred Black

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: BLURRED BLACK (ft. perceive)

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For they see the sun as bright and vivid,

But I can only see it blurred black.

They say it's a mixture of colours of yellows and red,

But how will I ever know what they exactly said

Because all I can is feel its warmth,

making me a little informed.

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They saw me grow, crawl and walk

But I could never give them a glance.

All I could do was hear their busy talks,

So I consoled myself to still give it another chance,

To feel, how they all see the world vibrant

This world that forced me to stay silent.

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They think I'm a simpleton,

For I can only see the blurred black

And not even the butterflies and the flowers they suck on.

Its really time for an awaited hitback,

As all I could do is feel,

And I would never let that conceal me.

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I don't know how I look or dress

But I know when am unwell.

The sensations are all I need and that's a bless.

I don't know when it's too cold or balmy,

But I can smell the air it brings.

From within I can feel, and that's my real zeal.

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They think I don't realise what's love,

As all I can see is a blurred black

But I can feel hands that slowy reliefs me,

And I'm aware how my mother caresses my fear without any lack.

I can still see the red in the love and the white in care

Though they even now call me an idiot,

Which I can no longer bare.

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I'll now make this blurred black a shimmery red,

For I can feel and perceive,

And I am not yet dead.

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A girl who couldn't see
but could feel and that's all she needs