All the things I never told you

missing

A//N: this will be the last letter, I plan on making a one shot years later when Korra and Asami are married where Korra finds the letters and they have a talk.

Dear Korra,

I don't know why I'm still doing this. I just found out you're not at the South Pole. That you haven't been for six months. It's not like I can send a letter to a person who is missing. Where the hell are you?

It's one thing to leave. I understand that- the need to get away from everyone and everything. I felt that way after the whole thing with my father. But leaving and not telling anyone? What are you thinking? You could be hurt or.... or dead. Korra, you need to come back.

Or atleast write to someone so we know you're alive and safe. I flinch every time I hear the phone ring because I'm scared I'm going to get a call from Tenzin saying that they found you dead somewhere. I'm going absolutely insane, I tried organizing a search party but your dad said it'd be best not to.

He's your dad, so of course I followed his wishes but what's a better idea? Waiting? Hoping that you are alive, and not in mortal danger? I can't sit around on hope. Please, Korra, come back home. I know you don't feel ready yet and that's okay- you don't have to be 100% I don't expect that.

I need to know that you're safe.

I already lost my dad. My mom too. I survived that much. But I don't know if I can survive losing you, because I've never felt this way about anybody ever in my life. I'm not a selfish person, Korra but you make me selfish. You make me want to be a better person.

You make me feel alive in a way that I forgot the day I lost my dad. I can't lose that. you have to come back because if you don't I won't survive. You have to come back because I love you and even if you don't love me I need to know you're okay.

I should probably call Tenzin, I left air Temple Island midway through dinner. I was too upset to talk to anybody. Did you know he lets me eat at the Island every single day? He invites me whenever I forget to ask. He's practically the only family I have here other than Mako and Bolin.

And Kya is so sweet, she's been talking to me about a lot of things lately. my own personal issues struggling with my sexuality, and your disappearance.

Listen, it's not even just about me it's about everybody here who cares about you. Kya, Lin, Tenzin, Mako and Bolin. if you don't care about me, and it's fine if you don't I'm not offended because sometimes I don't even care about me. You should care about them, because it will break them too. if that something you can live with then that's your issue.

But please don't do that to them, to us, to me. please come back in love with me as much as I love you.

Come home.

Love, Asami.