I just feel as if I'm not good enough, like so many people have high expectations of me. What if I can't meet those expectations? Will they suddenly give up on me and move on? How am I supposed to meet such high levels?
I've been pressured on the spot before, but nothing as harsh as this.
I know I'm pushing myself and that's what makes me so stressed, but the stress and pressure is killing me inside. I start to feel sick, I feel like crying and sleeping at the same time and it feels like my heart and head is aching.
Why does it happen to me? Why does this pressure hit me so hard all of a sudden?
How can I overcome this pressure, how am I supposed to deal with it?!
Why does life treat me like a pest that is only meant to be dead?
This pressure is eating my insides, and I don't know how to overcome it. How am I supposed to deal with such high pressure and stress?
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RandomDepression. It's a fearful thing, it can destroy a single life in a few seconds. Words, painful words. Names, pathetic, loser. This is my story.
