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Normal

Is it normal for someone's child to think their pathetic?

Is it normal to be away from friends, and think that you're worthless?

Is anything normal anymore?

Why am I this way?

What if I never wanted to exist, even though I have so many people I cherish and they do the same for me?

My brain isn't normal anymore. It has changed into this monster that I cannot escape.

My brain...told me to do the despicable again.

I woke up, and felt sick. I had a sore throat. I asked my parents, and they told me I could stay home.

(AnonymousPeacock & Hodgey1313 - apologise to Ash for me. I'm so sorry.)

So, I put my bag and everything away. I walked around my bedroom putting things away, feeling...empty. The next thing I know, I have scissors at my wrists.

I opened the scissors in half and placed one at my wrists. My eyes widened and I almost screamed at what I was doing.

I looked at my wrists to see small and white marks. I can still see little bits of blood.

I did it again.

After all this time, I thought I overcame it.

I guess not.

Why...is it always me?