I feel like certain pieces of music change me sometimes.
Whenever I hear sad songs, the world around me changes. I frown all day and everything looks grey. Everything is miserable. I can see the smiles on people's faces, and the glowing aura around them.
That's when the voice takes action.
It effects me in ways I don't want it to. I don't need to be told all those nasty and cruel words repeatedly.
When I hear songs that relate to me, I feel my heart crack. I can hear it slowly cracking and I feel like it's going to break soon.
I don't want to be dragged back down again.
All I want, is to live again.
All I need, is love from those around me.
Song: Skillet - Comatose
I hate feeling like this,
I'm so tired of trying to fight this,
I'm asleep and all I dream of...
Is waking to you,
Tell me that you will listen,
Your touch is what I'm missing,
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you.
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you.
I don't wanna live!
I don't wanna breathe!
'les I feel you next to me,
you take the pain I feel.
waking up to you never felt so real...
I don't wanna sleep!
I don't wanna dream!
'cause my dreams don't comfort me,
The way you make me feel,
Waking up to you never felt so real...
I hate living without you,
Dead wrong to ever doubt you.
But my demons lay in waiting,
Tempting me away...
Oh, how I adore you.
Oh, how I thirst for you.
Oh, how I need you.
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you.
I don't wanna live!
I don't wanna breathe!
'les I feel you next to me,
you take the pain I feel.
waking up to you never felt so real...
I don't wanna sleep!
I don't wanna dream!
'cause my dreams don't comfort me,
The way you make me feel,
Waking up to you never felt so real...
Breathing life,
Waking up,
My eyes open up.
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you.
I don't wanna live!
I don't wanna breathe!
'les I feel you next to me,
you take the pain I feel.
waking up to you never felt so real...
I don't wanna sleep!
I don't wanna dream!
'cause my dreams don't comfort me,
The way you make me feel,
Waking up to you never felt so real...
Oh, how I adore you!
Waking up to you never felt so real!
Oh, how I thirst for you!
Waking up to you never felt so real.
Oh, how I adore you, ohhhh...
The way you make me feel,
Waking up to you never felt so real...
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RandomDepression. It's a fearful thing, it can destroy a single life in a few seconds. Words, painful words. Names, pathetic, loser. This is my story.
