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An Update!

Hello everyone!

God, when was the last time I wrote something on here? Over a year ago now? 

Anyways, I wanted to just provide a little update for you all, considering the amount of reads on this is insane. 

Last time, I wrote on here that I was in a relationship. About that... it finished relatively faster than I remember. I won't go into detail, let's just say it ended off on a bad note. Regardless, I am currently in another relationship and have, sort of, recently past one year with him! I am in my the happiest time of my life right now, and honestly do not think I could be in a better place. I have the greatest group of friends I could ask for and provide me with an endless amount of love and support.

I'm receiving psychologist sessions for the previous relationships to fix my mindset and attitude and overall, I just want to improve as a person and feel that I am truly happy and proud to be who I am. I'm on the journey to self-love and recovery and it's working, very slowly, but working! Admittedly, I also have a lot of you guys to thank for all the comments of getting better and general inspiration. So, I want to thank those who have been reading this book throughout the years and sending a lot of positive things to help.

I may not be where I want to be or be the person that I am yet, but... my life is better. Everything does turn out better. It doesn't matter what point you are in life, you could be at your darkest depths at this very second. It may sound like a load of bullshit, trust me I thought so too, but the situation does get better. You may not think or believe that it does, but take a look at this book. A couple of years ago, I convinced myself that I was nothing in this world. Just another person harming themselves, mentally and physically, and believed that nobody cared about me. Loved me. I was nothing. 

However - had someone told me that I would be in love with the most caring person and surrounded by an amazing group of people in the next few years, I would not have believed it. Yet, here I am.

So, this is the end I suppose. After all this time and all the tears, memories and damage, I made it. You can make it, and will.

And you know what?

Things do turn out better in the end, guys.