Our world, this world...is a happy but cruel place. Everywhere you turn something unexpected happens, and half of the time it isn't going to be a good surprise. There are times in your life where you give up, don't want to do anything.
How would you feel like that everyday?
Take my scenario:
I'm walking home, thinking about random things. Suddenly, something clicks in my head.
You're pathetic. Nobody would miss you.
The voice comes back to haunt me. I can't get it to go away, it'll keep coming back until I die. Sometimes, I do want to kill myself, but I realise I have amazing friends and family to look forward to seeing.
Then the voice makes it worse.
Like you're needed? Bullshit. Nobody gives a damn about you, just go on and kill yourself.
Then for the rest of the day I'm in a bad mood. A bad mood as in either sad or angry about my life.
Why was I made this way? How am I supposed to change for others when they seem perfectly fine when they're around me?
Nothing makes sense to me anymore.
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RandomDepression. It's a fearful thing, it can destroy a single life in a few seconds. Words, painful words. Names, pathetic, loser. This is my story.
