the exes

heart break

"I think we should break up then! You clearly don't care about an us or this relationship! all I want to know is...."
Gulf then popped his eyes open to look about to breathe heavily.
Taking a deep breathe has he looked to his alarm that was about to go off, he then moved up to place his hand to the button, to sit, moving his legs to his chest to then wrap his arms about, to place his chin to one knee to look into the darkened abyss.
Man..... Why do I have to keep having dreams of mew and I breaking up? It's been months, get over it.
Taking a deep breathe, gulf moved about to then go to the edge to then get up bringing a hand to his mouth to yawn has he made his way to the bathroom.
Turning the light on he went straight to the toilet to then relieve himself, putting himself away, he then turned to go to the sink to then wash and dry his hands.
Looking up, he eyed himself to sign.
It's been 6 months since you two broke up, mew is in another relationship, deal with it, today..... You need to move on.
Gulf gritted his teeth, has his heart started to beat unevenly, he knew he still had feelings for his ex however he knew that time of his life was over.
Shaking his head, he then turned to go too his bedroom, to then go downstairs to the kitchen to have A solo meal.
Sitting down to the kitchen table alone, he signed.
Consuming, in silence he really missed his parents, this was the main reason why him and mew broke up, gulf wouldn't open up about it, honestly if mew gave him time gulf would have told him everything, however a friend relationship and a lovers relationship is quite different.
Rolling his eyes.
"It's best mew does not know, not much he could have done anyway, don't need his damn pity."
Sighing and hard, gulf consumed the rest of his meal to then take his dishes to the sink to clean to then go back upstairs to get dressed.
Turning, he then grabbed his backpack to then walk to school, it wasent that far for him, from his place.
Going to the school grounds he stopped to roll his eyes.
Mew was there to a table, with his over clingy boyfriend, who had his hands to his face trying to make him happy, not to have him scowl.
Peering his eyes to the side, mew straightened up, to then look to his man, to then smirk a bit, gulf rolled his eyes once more to then go to the table, mew and him were still semi friends after but speaking for 2 months after the breakup, they also shared a lot of the same friends.
Gulf then moved his back pack around to place to the table.
"Ewww, why are you two always like this early in the morning?"
Mews boyfriend turned his head to eye, to then let his hands drop to then smile and wide, mew did the same, to then bring a piece of pretzel to his mouth to eye.
"Seems someone is being jealous." He then bit into the end.
Gulf signed heavily to look down to wrap his arms to the top.
"Have no clue what your talking about and...."
Turning his head, they all looked to moko who sat to the side to wrap his arm about Gulfs shoulder.
"Gulfs right, you two are like this almost every morning, it's sickening, going to make me throw up my breakfest with all of this love crap."
Gulf tensed to then flex his jaw he then turned his head to look down. Mew eyed him to sign feeling a bit bad, he then kicked moko from under the table, he jumped to let gulf go to eye, they all did.
Mew shrugged.
"Hey, just because I'm in a functional relationship, rather with boy or girl, don't knock it."
His boyfriend smiled wide to then place his hands into mews, he turned his head to eye.
Gulf signed again has he looked upon this.
"Moko is right, you two really are over doing it bleh." Gulf made a fake hurling sound.
Mew turned his head to widen his eye brows, he then took his hand away to then wrap his arm about to pull his boyfriend to his chest.
"Well, when you can actually find someone, then this shouldn't bother you now will it."
Gulf narrowed his eyes to then stand up to place his back pack on to look to moko, he had enough.
"Hey, I'm going to go to class, I'll see you all later."
Gulf then left a bit peeved, mew then let his boyfriend go to watch gulf leave, he signed a bit.
His boyfriend placed his two hands to Mews upper shoulder.
"Don't worry about your friend, he'll find someone, don't think he is homophobic, maybe he is just really jealous of us."
Mew gritted his teeth to then turn his head to eye.
"Mm, think your right."
Mew then brought his hand up to take his boyfriends down.
"We all need to go to class, come on."
Mew stood to place his back pack on, to then go forth, his boyfriend looked down a bit sullen, he didn't know why, but mew would turn off his sweeteness all the time mostly when gulf left, his boyfriend also didn't know those two used to date in secret.
Taking a deep inhale, moko and him then got up to follow mew.
Inside the classroom, gulf sat has far has mew has he could but it didn't matter, he always sat close to him.
Looking up he then turned his head to the side he signed, mew plopped down to wrap his arms about to eye gulf.
"You.... Left quite fast today."
Gulf shook his head to then eye the top of his desk.
"Your a prick, that's why I left."
Mew lightly chuckled.
"Well gulf, I see your jealousy showing."
Gulf gritted his teeth to look at mew.
"You know, I never asked you this, but why are you being such an asshole to me, why do you have to do those things right in front of me and say those things? Mm!"
Mew gulped, he kept his face in a semi smile.
"I'm..... Just being me, what should I hide what him and I have? Did that with you and...."
Gulf shook his head to look forward.
"I don't want to talk about the most miserable time in my life mew, just...."
Mews eyes widen.
"Miserable!? What the hell are you...."
Turning his head, he saw his boyfriend and moko come in, they looked to gulf and mew who seemed tensed, mews boyfriend went to the side to place his back pack to the side to then place his hand in his.
"Are you okay?"
Mew took a deep breathe to eye.
"I'm fine, gulf here is just being a...."
Gulf turned his head to narrow his eyes.
"I'm being a...."
Then all there heads turned to see the teacher come in to clear his throat, mew then let his boyfriends hand go to look forward has did they all.
Gulf took a deep breathe and settled in, he couldn't wait until his dental appointment, he wanted to get out of there and fast.
After a few hours, he then was called by the teacher to leave for his appointment, mew watched him go to sign.
Going out, gulf shook his head to think.
I can't believe mew can be this way! Did we mean nothing to him! Why is he such a....
Colliding with another, gulf stepped back to place his hand to his head to rub the side.
"Ooow!"
The other stepped back to rub there forehead.
"Oh..... I'm so sorry....I was lost in my own world.... Are you okay?"
Gulf took a deep breathe to then turn his head to eye, he then widen his eyes, to part his lips has he looked over this very tall and cute boy.
"Oh.... Um.... I'm fine..... Are you okay?"
The boy looked down to his hand to nod.
"No blood, maybe a bruise but I think I'm fine."
Taking his hand away, he then stepped to gulf to place his hands to either side of his head to then examine with worry.
"I hope I didn't hurt you, my name is arti teryi."
Gulfs heart has this strong boy started to touch him, it was something he hadent felt for a long while, he started to feel butterflies in his stomach.
He had to clear his throat.
"Mm....mm... Mine is gulf saurji."
He gritted his teeth feeling like a moron.
Arti smiled to then look to gulf.
"Pleasure to meet you."
Gulf couldn't help but smile back.
In the classroom, coming back from break, mew then sat in Gulfs chair, he couldn't help it, bend over to go to his back pack to grab a pencil, he then came back up to turn his head to eye outside, strightened up his eyes widen at what he was seeing, he breathed heavily to grit his teeth, he then placed the pencil to his hand to then narrow his eyes to break it.
He saw gulf and another in a close embrace, mew then shook his head in disgust.
What in the actual fuck are you doing gulf!
Mew flexed his jaw in pure anger. He knew it was a bit hypercritical however,  he could not stop how he felt, mew knew this would not do, this was also in part why mew displayed his relationship in front of gulf, he wanted to keep him available, now this other was threating that, this was something mew was not going to allow, not when he still had feelings for his ex, unrequited but pure feelings just the same.