the exes

feeling very stupid

Parked in front of mews house in his car, gulf made a face.
Maybe this isn't such a good idea..... Can't believe I started to feel bad when he is the one in the wrong and deserved it.
Mew then unbuckled himself, to turn his head to look to gulf, he could tell he was lost in deep thought.
Taking a deep breathe, he then leaned over to unbuckle his belt, gulf turned his head to eye.
"Let's go in, I can return making you something to eat."
Gulf signed a bit to then take a hand up to push mew back to take his hand to his own body to then look forward.
"This is not a social thing mew, just want to..... Take care of your bruised face then I'm calling a taxi and leaving, got it, 20 mintues top."
Gulf then turned to get out to slam the door a bit, to walk to his front door.
Mew watched him go to smirk.
You can think that all you want gulf, but it is going to be more, hopefully I can get you to spend the night again.
Mew then made a face to get out in haste, he was very much hoping for that.
Going to the door, gulf had his back pack slung over his shoulder to have his head hung to grip it a bit, he hadent been instead mews house since they broke up.
Mew then placed the key in the door to turn it, he then opened to go in, turning he eyed gulf.
"Coming in?"
Gulf made a face, to then turn his head to then look back.
Maybe..... Maybe this isn't such a good idea....
Mews eyes darted, to then step forward to then grab his hand.
Gulfs eyes widen to turn his head back to look to mew.
He then rolled his eyes to take his hand from his.
"Don't touch me mew, or I'm going to punch you again! 20 mintues starting...."
Gulf then gulped to then step forward, to hang his head to sign, to then look up at mew.
"Now, let's just get this done."
Gulf then turned his head forward to then go in, to take off his back pack and shoes to the side to go straight into his kitchen.
Mew closed the door to turn to place his body to it, he then brought a hand up to then lock it, his eyes darted.
You are not going to leave in 20 mintues.
Mew took a deep breathe, to then move from the door, to then place his back pack near Gulfs and shoes to then go to the kitchen.
Coming about, gulf stopped with an emergency kit he knew mews parents kept under the sink, and an ice pack, he eyed what was in his hands, to then look up.
Mew was right in front of him eyeing.
Darting there eyes, feeling a bit uncomfortable, gulf rolled his eyes to then go about to go to the kitchen table to sit.
"Come on mew, I don't have all day, clock is ticking." He said over his shoulder has he started to set up.
Mew then turned to go to gulf to bend a bit to go to his ear.
"Aren't you hungry I can...."
Gulf took a deep breathe to then turn his head to eye.
"This is not a social thing mew, I am going to fix you up a bit then I'm gone. So...."
Gulf motioned with his head for mew to sit.
Mew strightened up to fully eye.
"What about something to drink?"
Gulf rolled his eyes to turn his head.
"Mew! I'm doing you a favor here, now sit."
Mew lightly chuckled to then sit, to place his hands under his jaw to eye gulf has he started to set up.
"Mm, the favor would have been not punching me."
Gulf shrugged.
"You deserved it with what you tried to pull, know sit still."
Gulf placed some antibiotic solution to a cotton ball, to then look up to place it to his cheek, mew winced to look down has gulf started to apply.
"You deserve to feel somewhat pain mew for....mmmm....... When are you parents going to come back? If they see this, what are you....."
Mew then looked up.
"I.... Can ask you the same gulf? When are your....oow...."
Gulf pressed the cotton ball a bit hard to his face, to then take it back to do the same action. Mew eyed him a bit peeved.
"Damnit gulf! That hurt."
"Maybe asking questions is a bad thing, let's just stay silent and let me do this, think I only have 15 minutes left."
Mew rolled his eyes.
"Gulf?"
He shook his head.
"No. Let me just fix you up."
Mew signed a bit.
"Gulf? Why won't you talk about your parents?"
Gulf signed to place the cotton ball down to eye.
"My life does not concern you, not anymore. Now no more talking."
Gulf then looked up to then bring the cotton ball to his face to pat.
"It still concerns me. What happened to them gulf? Why don't you...."
Gulf took a deep breathe to sign very heavily. He then took his hand back to then eye the ice pack.
"Mew..... Drop it! Go to your boyfriend and ask him these types of things. We do not have to get any closer then we have okay!"
Gulf then started to place more solution to the cotton ball, to then place it back to Mews face eyeing the action.
Mew took in a very deep breathe to then move his hand up to wrap about Gulfs wrist to then gulp, gulf then looked to the action.
"Mew..... Your touch....." He signed.
Mew then brought his other hand up, to place to his cheek to caress, he then moved his hand about to then start to pull gulf to his lips.
Gulfs heart started to beat erratically and hard, he then shook his head to then drop the cotton ball, to place his hands to his chest to then push him away to stand.
"Aa....asshole! I'm trying to....ugh.... Forget it! I told you not to touch me! Feel so stupid to try and help you! Your on your own mew! Or just call saku and tell him the truth on why I punched you, then maybe he could be here to help."
Gulf shook his head again to then turn to try and leave, he then fell to the floor, breathing heavily, he turned his head to eye mew, he had gotten up, to grab at his wrist, however this time gulf was quicker, he was able to pull it away, but then tripped, mew was able to move his hands to his face so when they crashed gulf wouldn't have gotten hurt.
The two looked intently at the other.
"I don't want saku to be here! I want you! I told you I still have feelings for you didn't I! Why are you like this! Why can't you just open up and tell me about your parents!? That is the reason we broke up damnit! Why cant you open up to me! That is all I wanted! So why can't...."
Gulf then turned to place his hands to mews chest to push him back, they both breathed Even harder, has mew hovered over gulf, with his hands to the ground to his sides.
Gulfs eyes then went slowly down to the action of holding mew back, mew then looked down has well.
"I.... Um.....I..... Need to go home.....I um...."
Mew looked back to gulf, he then went back to then place his hands to his, to intertwine there fingers to place them too either side of gulfs head to start to down, gulf started to pant.
"Mew!"
Mew rolled his eyes.
"You are not going anywhere gulf, should have known that."
Gulf then started to thrash but it was too late, mew placed his lips to his, gulf squeezed his eyes tightly shut, to slowly reciprocate it.
Fuck! I am so very god damn stupid!