the exes

instant regret

Mew laid to his back with his arms under his head, with closed eyes and a wide grin, couldn't get over what they just did and it was glorious. However, gulf was to his side back to mew, eyes closed and a hand to his forehead to rub to be mentally kicking himself for the last 20 mintues, he couldn't believe that this happened and again.
Mew took a deep breathe in contently, to then turn his head to eye gulf, he furrowed his brow confused, going to his side, he then place his head to his hand to then place his finger tips to his side to move up and down eyeing.
Gulf quivered.
"Mm..... Don't."
Mew made a face to then place his arm to his side to look at the back of gulfs head.
"Why? Oh, are you feeling sore? Pain? Do.... You not want to do that again? Are you bleeding again?"
Mew widen his eyes to then look down, he then placed his hands to his cheeks to spread a bit, gulf twitched to then go to his back on his elbows to be slightly up to look forward.
Mew looked gulf over.
"No.....I.... Don't think I'm bleeding again..... Yes I'm a bit sore and yes I'm feeling a bit of pain, but mew....how can you be so.... So...
Calm!" Gulf said through gritted teeth.
Mew lightly chuckled to then go to his stomach to wrap his arms under neath his chin to turn his head to the side to eye.
"Because, that was over the top fantastic, can we.... Go again?"
Gulf flexed his jaw to then turn his head to eye narrowly.
"You should ask your boyfriend."
Gulf then turned his head to the other side to look Angerly to the wall.
Mew leaned up his eyes darted, his lips parted a bit.
After all that, he still doesn't..... Damnit! How thick headed!
Mew turned his head to look down a bit in angry fustration.
Gulf took a deep breathe to slowly sit to cross his legs.
"Mew?"
"Mm hmm?"
"You should leave."
Mew leaned his head up to turn it to eye a bit sullen.
"I was.... Thinking of sleeping over, like we used to."
Gulf shook his head, he then eyed the clock, it was 4.
"No.... You need to leave."
Mew then furrowed his brow, to then move about to then lay his head to his lap to look up, gulf turned his head to eye the wall to not look down, mews eyes darted.
"I.... Don't want to leave, i want to be here."
Gulf closed his eyes, this hurt his heart.
"Mew...... You need to...."
Growing in frustration, mew moved his hands up, to then make gulf look down.
There eyes darted.
"Gulf, I don't want to leave."
Mew then slowly went up. Gulf started to breathe quicker, his heart thumped unevenly in his chest, he gripped the bedding to either side.
Before mew could place his lips to his, both there eyes widen, to then look to the side, mews phone was going off, mew then looked to gulf.
"Just ignore it "
Mew then started to keep going, gulf kept his head to the side, he knew mews parents wouldn't be home right now, knew there other friends wouldn't be calling, that only left one person, gulf signed heavily, turning his head, he then leaned it back to place his hands to his Wrists to then grip, mew stopped.
"That's....saku isn't it."
Mew gritted his teeth.
"He doesn't matter right now so....."
Mew then started to proceed forward, gulf rolled his eyes, to then shove mew off, to then stand up, going to his dresser he then got a pair of boxers, mew instantly got up to turn to eye.
"Hey, who says to get dressed?"
Gulf turned his head with his boxers on, to scowl.
"We are not going to have sex again, your boyfriend is calling you mew! What is the matter with you!"
Mew took a deep breathe.
"I still have feelings for you okay!" He shouted a bit in anger, he was getting bit tired of gulf not knowing that.
Gulfs eyes widen he then turned his head to eye the dresser, he then furrowed his brow to ball his fists to either side of him.
"You are a bastard mew! You have feelings for me! You're the one who broke up with me over a stupid and trivial thing and started to date another a month  after!"
Mew gritted his teeth then he rolled his eyes to turn his head to hear his phone go off again.
Damnit saku! What the hell do you want!
Gulf turned his head to eye to figure out why mew was being silent, he then wrapped his arms about his body.
"Just answer your boyfriend!"
Mew signed and heavily to turn his head back to eye.
"You and I are not  done talking! And I did not break up with you over something trival, it was important, I want to know where your parents are gulf, why are you always here alone? Where did they go? What is going on in your home life? That is important when you're dating someone! I just want to know you more yet you wouldn't even tell me! Why!"
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"Well, that doesn't matter anymore now does it, the fact remains you broke up with me because of that!"
Mew rolled his eyes then turned his head to look across the ground to his pants to stare at the direction where his phone was going off.
God damnit! What the hell do you want! This is important!
Gulf shook his head to then turn to start to go to his bathroom, mew turned his head immediately to watch.
"Where do you think your going! We need to talk about this!"
Gulf turned to place his hand to the door, to eye intently.
"No we don't! I am not your boyfriend! Your real one is the one who keeps calling you! You have feelings for me...." He muttered.
Mew made a face to nod.
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"Funny you just have these feelings when we have had sex! Remember it well, it is never going to happen again! Now get the fuck out of my place! You got what you wanted now go to your boyfriend!" He shouted.
Stepping back he slammed the door, to lock.
Mews eyes widen to then hang his head to sign, turning his head he eyed the phone going off again.
Growing in anger, he got up to then go place his clothes on, to then leave with his things to part irritated.
Gulf placed his body to the counter to wrap his arms about himself, to hang his head, he jumped when he could hear through the silence his front door slamming.
Groaning, he then placed his hands to his eyes to start to weep, he was beyond confused and hurt.
Getting to his car, mew answered the phone to shout.
"What!"
Saku widen his eyes at the Tone.
"Um....I've been calling and calling, thought you wanted to come over today and..."
Mew signed.
"That's what you have been calling me about on repeat, shit saku! I was..... Doing something important! God, I'll see you tomorrow I'm driving."
Mew then shut his phone off, to then place his forehead to the wheel to sign deeply.
Fuck! What am I going to do now! I know that face, gulf was very serious, damnit! I just have to think of a way to get him to understand what I feel is not about the sex, it has always been there! Just need to figure out a way to convey that.
Mew signed to then lean back to start his car in full concentration.
There just has to be a way.... Just has to be....
Mew then left trying to think of another plan.