the exes

over thinking

The next couple of days, gulf couldn't understand why mew was wanting a sleepover, they were all about 16 so why?
By the third day, they were in class, gulf was looking down writing notes has the teacher spoke, mew peered his eyes to the side to watch, he couldn't stop thinking and seeing gulf with that other.
I wonder.....if anything has happened with those two? He is acting like himself, haven't seen them around, god I cant wait until this sleep over so I can get gulf alone and go ahead with my plan, it's a bit over the top, but I need to make sure to keep gulf unavailable until he comes to me.
Mews eyes darted to then look down, turning his head a bit, he then brought his hand down to his boyfriends to then hold, he was wanting Gulfs attention.
Suki's eyes widen to then turn his head to eye mew, he smiled wide.
He then turned his head back to look down to take notes.
Mew peered his eyes to the side to then narrow, gulf wasent paying attention, looking down he then cleared his throat a bit loudly.
Gulf then straightened up to then turn his head to eye, to grit his teeth has he saw the two hold hands inbetween them to the side.
Gulf rolled his eyes to shake his head to then look back down a bit peeved.
Mew saw all of that to smile.
I know you still have feelings for me, why are you not....
All looking up, the bell then went off.
"Okay class, make sure you finish your assignments before class tomorrow."
Many nodded, mew let his hand go, to then stand almost in the same time has gulf, he got up to turn his back to mew still angry at what he saw.
Turning back, he leaned his head back has mew came about with suki, he had his arm around his boyfriend shoulder.
"Think we all can get our homework done today before we have to go home, let's go to our table?"
Suki nodded to eye gulf, he signed to nod.
"Okay...."
Mew smiled to then move to the side pulling suki along, gulf slung his back pack to then follow.
To there table, they all sat to then get into there work, looking up there other friends came, moko day right next to gulf to elbow him.
"Everything is prepared, I'll be having a sleep over, so have you all invited some girls?"
Gulf signed to nod.
"I told two, think they will go."
Mew strightened up.
"Mm, I did better, was able to convince 5 to come."
Gulf rolled his eyes to look to mew.
"Mm, bet you did, suki are you okay with that?"
Suki looked to mew to then eye gulf to widen his eye brows.
Mew rolled his eyes has everyone looked to gulf.
"Ha ha, you know I'm gay gulf and don't say such things in front of my boyfriend."
Mew then wrapped his arms about to pull suki to him, he smiled wide.
Gulf looked up to sign to nod.
Mokos eyes darted to then elbow gulf to change the subject.
"So your coming right? Are your parents okay with that?"
Mew then let suki go to then place his hands under his chin to fully eye.
Gulf took a deep breathe in to nod.
"It's fine."
Mews eyes narrowed.
"Did your mom and dad say it was okay?"
Gulf turned his head to eye, he then got up to place his things in his bag to then turn.
"It'll be fine, I need to go home."
There friends looked to him to then look back to start talking about the sleep over.
Mew signed to grit his teeth to look down.
Why won't you talk about your family? Heck, I've never even met them, one of the reasons why we broke up, felt you gulf was ashamed of me, took suki here a week to introduce me to his parents.
Mew looked to him has he looked down to start to write, mew started to feel bad again, he didn't love suki was just using him, but he honestly couldn't think of another way.
Turning his head he watched has he saw gulf turn to then leave, he made a face to then look down.
Gulf walked home to take deep breaths.
Mew.... You are such an asshole! Why does moko have to have a sleep over, were all to old for that, I also don't want to be in the same room with mew, well, at least he'll probably be with his boyfriend.
Gulf then gritted his teeth, to hand his head. That started to hurt his heart.
Looking up, he stopped at a sidewalk to then place his hand to the button, he then started to think about that other.
Everyday since he came back he would look for him, however, mew saw that and would distract gulf from looking about by being overly clingy to his boyfriend.
Gulf still didn't know if he should call that number, he had his doubts with this, so he just tried to distract himself with school, however, when he went home to an empty house, that's where his loneliness came into play.
Going in, he then placed his bag to the side took off his shoes, he then went to the kitchen to stand before the refrigerator to eye the number, to place his fingers to it.
Should I call him? What if he is not gay? I haven't been able to find him, but maybe he doesn't want to be found, however he did give me his number?
Gulf signed to then take his hand down to then open the fridge to then get some food to mix together, grabbing a plate, he then went to the table to sit to slowly consume.
Why..... Does mew have to be like this? He was not like this with me, was not that close...... Well, he was and wasn't.... But we also kept it a secret, both not knowing what our friends would say or his parents...... That still bothers me that he moved on so quick and made it very aware that he was gay, I'm happy our friends didn't mind but.... Why couldn't he with me?
Gulf shook his head to then move the plate forward to lay his arms wrapped to the top to place his head upon to sign.
We.... Made so many mistakes.... Now he looks so happy with.....
Gulf then moved his forehead down to let a few tears fall, he was not over his ex and seeing what he had to hurt him to no end, now he had to go to a sleep over and see them sleep together in probably a way they used to.
Gulf took a deep breathe, to then move from the table to go upstairs depressed, he was hating the thought of the sleep over was only a few days away, he was not looking forward to it, but knew he needed to go for his friends.
God, I hope this sleep over comes and goes quickly and I can't wait for high school to be over, I want to move has far from mew has I can so I can finally move on. I..... Need to....
He said has he went into his darkened empty room with a sunken broken heart.