Cure {A.I}

Flying

"Ananya, Why the hell are you are you sitting on top of a swing set?" I looked down at my 14 year old sister, Casey.

"Why does it matter to you?" I said in an annoyed voice.

She just looked up at me like I was a retard.

"Ugh! Go inside Case. Your out here cause your bord." I said.

"Dude get a life. And I don't even want to know why you up there anymore. "She said in her bitchy voice.

"Good. Go inside you snob."

She gave an eye roll in response.

"That's right! Now walk that-away." I said pointing to the back door. She got the idea that she was not " being cool" standing here and walked back inside.

See she didn't understand my obsession with climbing things. The purpose I was up there was because of my need to fly. I wasn't really flying of course. It's just that I have a very insane imagination. So every once in a while I'll climb something and pretend that I'm flying. I am 17 and, yes I know. 17 year olds don't pretend to fly. Well I do. Here's the reason why.

I am in love. With 5SOS's drummer, Ashton Irwin. I have this obsession with 5 Seconds of Summer. Most people say I'm a fan girl. But to me, it's so much more than that. It's like he's right in front of me in arm's reach but every time I grasp for him, he's gone.

Right off the face of the earth. But He's still there. Cheering you on in life. Telling you that someday you will meet but the day remains nameless. So you wait. You wait for your whole world to find it's way home and let the puzzle pieces fit together. But there is this asshole guy named Pain. Pain is a complete and total fuckface bitch. I'm love with Ash and love hurts.

So....

Bad....

Love is Pain.

And it really sucks when your in love with a guy who has no clue who you are. I'm his Family but he still doesn't no who I am. So since I'm in so much Pain, the only solution is to fly. Flying is a Pain reliever. So today, I climbed my old childhood swing set and flew.