I love you tomorrow

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Holy shit. No matter how much I tell you I'm excited, it won't be enough. It's like my entire life was shoved in my face and you find out your gonna be rich and successful and it's all good. It was all laid at my feet just only a day away. It was to much to bare.

Tomorrow.

Only a day way.

Just waiting for me.

Ashton Irwin was standing in front of me.

Just waiting for me to take his hand and join his crazy life.

It was all to much.

Mom was all like "so I guess tomorrow your going to that 5 thing or whatever."

I don't understand why she acting like this. I guess she just wants to make it look like it's not a big deal. But really it IS a huge freaking deal.

I love Ashton and that's that.
No one can tell me who to love and who to hate. He's not just this stupid wannabe guy. I know he's not. I know he's a good guy. I have this feeling in me that tells me. Like this spark of hope that tells me that I will meet him and I will be with him. It's stupid but I can't help my feelings.

Feelings are the most powerful thing ever. It's so full of love, hate, and Pain. It's emotion. All of it just mixed together and fighting each other. Feelings can be awesome but he's just as bad as fucking Pain. There pretty much the same thing just that feelings have happiness in it. Pain is just... Well... Just Pain.

So tomorrow I'm going to ROWYSO.

My feelings are messing with me.

I love you Tomorrow.

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