I knew I should've never fallen but instead I surrendered my heart to you
And during the darkness of the night I stay up wondering why I cry over you
Then I realize it's because I'm addicted to the thought of loving you
And I'm addicted to the pain that comes with it too
So I try to remind myself that you and I will never be
I try not to remind myself of you
But in the night time these thoughts just keep running laps around my mind
So all I ever think about is you
11/22/20
