Were we meant to be?

Where Better to Begin than the Start.

Time has begun a journey thats unfortunate and upsetting. We move forward wishing and hoping. Letting the day take us each time and praying that it will be different to the past.

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It all started through a friend. How else? It was her birthday that was coming up, we were joking around on how the night would turn out. I'd never met you before but we got along, our friend new that this would happen and in her mind she was smiling. When the day arrived that we'd meet, i was shocked. we stood there for a moment, i wan;t sure if you noticed it then too but i did. there was something different in the room when it was just us too. to break the silence we joked around a bit and i explained that my hair wasn't natural at the time. blonde rather then brunette, straight rather then curly. i showed you all of the colours i've had and how i enjoyed each. as people started to arrive we headed out for the birthday dinner. each talking and talking wanting to get to know eachother without an understanding of really why. we just wanted to talk to eachother i guess. i was lost by you. you seemed so strange and yet you kept me smiling and laughing. things that hadn't happened for a little bit for me. my life had been getting turned upside down left right and centre but how do you keep smiling? you simply tell yourself you deserve a night. i decided you would be my pray for the night. it wasn't meant to be anything more. but as the night went on i was sorely mistaken. little did i know what was going through your mind at the time.

The night was a marvil, being able to sit around talking and drinking, just being, it was nice. as the sun rose i was shocked to realise that the new day was starting and i hadn't slept. this didn't happen often for me, and this made my mind swirl. we agreed to share a tent. i told you i was going to get some sleep and you agreed that it was a good idea. i crawled in and got into my sleeping bag, i hadn't relised you were behind me till you were there, setting yourself up as well. i looked at you and felt myself smiling i couldn't seem to stop. you told me you wanted to get to know me more before anything happened. you could see right through my plan for the night. you told me yours was just to make a friend of me, little did we know what was actually ahead for us when we awoke. well when i awoke.