Nothing Better Than Us.

20.

It was Saturday morning and I was walking around on the roof of the hospital. And I havent left the building, I just left the room whenever Sofia showed up. I would spend time with Kenny around the hospital and I would avoid her now favorite question. She was worried about why I wasn't leaving the hospital.
I was becoming a bad mother because my blood pressure was fluctuating and Doctor Spencer didnt want to put me on unnecessary medication right now.

Whenever I tried to sleep, I would have dreams about situations whenever David and I were apart. I didnt like my memories of high school. I didnt need the negative in my head right now but I was worried about him leaving me.

I stood in front of his room door and took a deep breath before I opened the door. And as expected everyone was sitting in the room. The room was filled with more colors as his fans started sending get well flowers and his manager thought that it would be good idea to put them in here. Candice would read some of the cards as Doctor Spencer encouraged everyone to talk to him to see if that would trigger him to wake up.

"Do you need some water? Food?" Mason approached me.

"Yes, I could use something to eat" I noted the smile that grew on his face as I answered him. He squeezed my shoulder before leaving the room.

I took another deep breath and walked to the side of David that was opposite everyone else. I pulled the stool closer to his bed and sat there.

Just hold out until they leave....

"So...how is everyone doing?" I looked up from David hand to Michael's eyes. The room was awkward but I didnt want to sit on the roof until they left because I needed to be with Kenny also.

"I am doing okay Mommy" Kenny spoke up as she left Sofia and made her way over to me. I pulled her onto my lap and placed a kiss on her cheek.

"Well I was just telling everyone that I cancelled the wedding." Candice added as we looked at each other. "That is the least of anyone's problem right now. I have already explained everything to all the guest so we just need David to recover" She reached for another fan mail and scanned the words. Before she looked at David. "Its crazy how loved this nerd is" She chuckled.

"David was never a nerd. I am pretty sure he maintained high grades after Riley moved in with us" Michael added. Candice laughed but Mommy and I just looked at him. "My son was alot of things but he was taken up with everything else so academics was not his business" I surprised myself when a laugh escaped my mouth.

"He was definitely bullying me to do his work when I just moved into the house. He called it sibling love" I paused after my words came out. I covered my mouth and looked at David.

"Mommy, what is your favorite memory with him?" I met Kenny's gaze as she dropped the question.

There was no way I could tell everyone in this room that my favorite moment with David was the first time he proposed to me after I tried to runaway with a then baby Kenny. But David and I shared alot of secret memories together. I know Michael and Rachel sold the old house which contained all of our memories. We sneaked around alot; just to spend some time together without somebody fussy and trying to tell us what to do.

"Well baby.....I'll tell you when we go to roof. It could be our little secret story time" I smiled at Kenny. I held out my pinky and she hooked her pinky on mine.

"Definitely Mommy" We chuckled together and I hugged her.

The more these events unfold and play out infront of me, I have come to the conclusion that I should tell McKenzie the truth about all this. I have made the decision on my own to keep the baby growing inside of me so why not tell her the truth.