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꧁ Chapter Seventeen ꧂

" NAMJOON MAN - you're so fucking late. Where are you ? "

He put on the speaker and tossed the phone to the seat while his eyes steadily focused on to the road. " Just- on the way. I'll be there in a second."

" Okay yeah whatever- just come quick unless you want me to leave already. "

BEEP

He sighed and threw his  head back to ease his muscles that were hurting from who knows what. He had too much on his plate right now to worry. And nothing seemed to get any better and he knew he had to put himself out there and do the maximum he could. Not only about his little brother but also about his brother's boyfriend. Now- they were all his responsibility though he never asked for such.

Just like his brother specified earlier, ' I need to save Jimin too. '

But still-

" This  is just full of shit. "

Not long  after, his phone started to beep again and again that was enough to piss him even more that he angrily grabbed the phone only to see his lock screen getting filled with messages from none other than his husband- Jin.

" Joonie- where the fuck are you ? "

" You need to come back- RIGHT NOW. "

" I think Jungkook fainted in his room theres no response and hes locked up and this shit is driving me fucking insane if he doesnt respond I swear to god imma breakk the door. "

" Just get back here ASAP- I  need you here with me. "

" The vaccine is too powerful side effects are way too worse. We didnt even warn him. "

" His body is too weak he didnt even eat after breakfast and he even went jogging today- Joonie what do I do ???????????? "

Namjoon was so sure at that point that he was never so fucked  up like that before. The intelligent man who knew the answer for every messed up problem. The brightest student, doctor, worker ever. But he sure was depressed and anxious and also angry at himself now. Yes- the useless man he is as he told himself. The one who couldn't protect his family. He obviously had some anger issues just like his brother. He threw the phone against the glass when he couldn't take anymore of the sound of Jin's messages popping up which only added some fuel to his burning anger and frustration. The phone hit against the glass with a loud sound and fell onto the seat again. Thanks to the thick glass the force of the hit didn't crash it yet the sound of messages didn't stop either.

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Opioids 

His small fingers ran through the keyboard with no effort at all.

He was too anxious to press the ' enter ' button. That is exactly why he stared at the screen while spaced out in his own thoughts jumping to the worst conclusions ever. 

For  some weird coincidence his crazy dream was actually real. In that park, ' Middle of Nowhere ', there was actually a cultivation of orchids and right in the middle of that- a giant tree bearing full blossoms of blue flowers. And when he read the board  on there- it said, ' opioids ' with a long description. But unfortunately he couldn't wait there to read that since he was dragged away by Jungkook. And from that moment- he was nothing but anxious and too scared to think what this could possibly lead to.