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꧁ Chapter One ꧂

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" What kind of a fucking freak show is this even Jimin ? "

The smaller one slowly looked up to find Jungkook's face that was looking at him like the boy thought he was a fool. Those chestnut eyes questioning his very presence in front of them.

Jimin's eyes itched as it welled with tears to the brim. He was close to break out in front of the younger which he didn't want in the first place. He felt so small and vulnerable at the way the other kept looking at him. " Jungkook... I- I mean think about this again ", those words came out from his lips more desperate than he wanted to. But he was that desperate.

Jungkook huffed and looked at him with pity.

He knew just the same moment that Jungkook would reject him again. He knew that somehow this would have happened again. But as pathetic as it sounds- he could not move on for someone else. This boy, this rude boy had to be the one out of all the others for him to fall for.

" Are you kidding me? ", the younger of the two narrowed his eyes at the elder, those words were nothing but cold and harsh. " What are you even talking about? You know I have a girl. And why would I ever like you even if that's possible ? Just look at you, fucking pathetic."

The tears that he wanted to hide were not willing to accept his demands. Tear followed tear, and raced down his cheeks against his own will as he was nibbling at his bottom lip trying his best to look less pathetic, he bit hard enough to ooze out a small blood droplet, the metallic taste of it cringing him at the same time.

He knew he would have to stand in this place anyway.

"Jungkook", his voice was shaky for his own control was totally out of his hands and he was absolutely pleading. 'Dammit Jimin' , he cursed himself. He was pleading for Jungkook's love that seemed to be just a mirage for him, yet he was trying to grasp that silver lining people always talk about, and he lost faith in it right away.

" You think that I'd want to be a slave on your knees like this ? If I could let you go I would've done it long ago. All of this is killing me Jungkook. " He gripped Jungkook's sleeve tightly, more desperately and his single touch seemed to be disgustful for the other. That may be why Jungkook pushed him away hard enough to slam against the hard brick wall. Just like that, Jungkook threw him away from his whole world, that's all Jimin felt. Jungkook erased him and left him forgotten in a blank sheet.

" Then just fucking die. I don't care."

' Why did he have to be this rude?', Jimin asked himself when he felt a lump in his throat. So disgusting.

The past that they shared, the moments they had shattered as the same way as Jimin hit against the wall with a loud 'thud'.

They seemed to be a day dream and a dream that would never come true again. He was no longer the person that Jimin knew. Or maybe he thought he knew.

His back ached as a painful groan left his mouth and for a moment Jimin thought his bones broke. But none of it could be compared to the way his heart shattered.

They say that heart is like a glass. Well, it seemed like that.

Jungkook had his heart and he shattered it against the wall. And broke it. But yet the feelings he had for the boy did not change even a bit. How strange, huh.

"Jungkook-ah...", he slid against the wall and crouched down on the floor, hugging his legs dearly. He must have looked pitiful to the boy's eyes, but there was no other escape for him. His sobbing was not something that he could hide. Jungkook saw his ugly face getting more uglier by each cry that left his mouth. And the younger just stood there looking at him like he was the most disgustful thing that he had to witness. " Don't-- don't say like that, we're still friends after all. "