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꧁ Chapter four ꧂

He patted his face repeating to himself " It's just a party Jungkook."

That would be a lie if he say that he wasn't worried about seeing Jimin again.

Jungkook was seated in his car, hesitating to get out and walk into the big house that stood in front of him. The music and the bass were loud enough to give goose bumps to him even from the considerable distance where he was, wondering if some neighbor would call the police later.

No wonder Yoongi's parties were always the best for he was obviously born with a silver spoon in his mouth, plus the branded beers he offered, like who would refuse that?!

Taehyung-hyung dropped at their apartment earlier and Jungkook left him there with Hoseok-hyung. Yet he couldn't place why Taehyung winked at him with a playful smirk, saying " I bet you'd lose your virginity tonight, right ?! Or have you already ?! "

" Whatever, he's just crazy ", Jungkook huffed, shaking his thoughts away from Taehyung's nasty teasings and took out the small bottle from the glovebox, taking two pills from it. Without second thoughts he downed them with water, relieving when the bitter taste of the pills didn't catch with his buds.

Then he got off the car and made his way towards the house, some red color plastic cups crushing under his feet. Several drunken guys bumped into him as he made his way through the house, hoping to get where he wanted as soon as he could. He kept his eyes turned downwards, appearing as low as he could since he didn't want to attract any attention on himself from the groups of girls and boys.

On the other hand, the heavy sound of the music was ear-deafening mixed with the cheers of the hyped teens dancing to the beat of it. This was the exact place suiting for a guy like Taehyung-hyung, but Jungkook wasn't sure about himself that way. At least he was the party type guy a year or so ago, but then he lost all the fun genes in him and only one thing lasted without changing even a bit.

Something he thought would've been easier if that changed as well.

That's when he suddenly spotted Yoongi hyung at the wet bar talking with a chestnut haired boy, his eyes widening when he saw how close they were.

Yoongi leaned into Jimin's ear and said something which got Jimin fall into a fit of laughter. What was so funny to laugh like that anyway?! Jungkook clenched his fists as he felt something boiling inside him. They were just too close.

Yeah, he always had a bad temper no matter what.

Jungkook had to shake his thoughts away from them reminding to himself that they were no longer boyfriends as he continued on sweeping through the crowd.

' They are just good old friends. '

As if his own place, he directly headed up the stairs being familiar with every corner of that house, not bothering about the closed doors that he passed, not wanting to bother anyone inside them or as usual, what they were doing.

It finally brought him a huge relief when he reached up to the balcony. Luckily, there was no one which was a bit surprising or maybe he was the only one with no mood to party at all. But Jimin? Was he down there having fun?, he didn't want to know. He was just happy to avoid Jimin at all costs even though he was craving to see his face that much close as Yoongi did.

"This is all good", he said as he stretched his hands, cracking a bone or two to please himself. And then he walked up to the edge, placing both of his hands on the cemented clamp, observing the view in front of him.

When he looked down, he felt how distant he was from everyone else. That's right --

' Distance ', his friend.