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꧁ Chapter fourteen ꧂

" Can you just stop pestering Kookie like that ? "

He turned his head to the side, being momentarily teared out from the rush of crazy ideas through his head. And he widened his eyes at the man sitting next to him, who was currently narrowing his eyes at the dog's face, holding its two front legs higher and making it to stand with just the other two legs, but it didn't seem to be bothered by the weirdness of this strange man.

" Jin- urgh.. baby ? It's obvious why he doesn't like you. "

" I was just playingggggg. " Jin groaned and let the dog lie on his lap as he started to caress it, sliding his slender fingers through the white fur, making pouty faces at Kookie who seemed to be ignoring him all the same. " No, you're wrong. Kookie likes me the most. "

" Weirdo. " He muttered under his breath with a roll of his eyes in response and slid his hand behind Jin, lying it on the backrest of the wooden bench.

With his free hand, he took off his sunglasses saying, " Why are they taking so much time ? "

The slight annoyance that was starting to irritate him suddenly vanished when he heard the small chuckle next to him with a warmth of a hand that wrapped around his own that was lying on his lap. Of course- only Jin had that effect on him and that's why he's so special. Without Jin, he didn't think that he would've survived this long- I mean, literally.

" Let them be, Joonie " the man said. " But you see- I'm so excited to meet this so-called Jimin. "

" If Kook had only send us even a photo. That little brat. " Namjoon let out a chuckle to himself at the remind of how Jungkook's face flushed with blood ; turning in to a deep raspberry color,  when he answered the call previously. But, that small swell in his heart with Jungkook's smiling face suddenly faded, only to be restored by an unfathomable fear in him. That uncertainty which he started to hate so much, that fragileness in his thoughts, much the same were driving him mad.

He sighed helplessly and looked around with the hope of calming himself down as his eye sight catch the breath-taking view of botanic all around him, the view only to be obstructed by some people passing in front of him. 

Nature, he is a pure admirer of nature. A person who likes to isolate himself with the vague whispers of the wind, with the small harmonies of birds, with the pieces of arts his eye balls catch right away when he looks up at the sky, with that warm feeling in his heart when the sun beams hit his blanched flesh and next to the only person that he wishes to sacrifice even his last breath.

And now- where he has gotten himself, the so called nature-cure wasn't even helping him. His wild thoughts, shady foreseeing of the future were making him all worked up within his  own mental cage.

' I wonder where this would take us. '

He felt a light squeeze in his hand after sometime, which caused him to turn his attention to the figure next to him. " Namjoon, something wrong ? " His lover's eyes looked all over his wrinkled forehead in dismay.

" I- I don't know Jin. " He genuinely shook his head, his lips pressing together. " I'm so tired from all of this shit. It's like- like I-- I mean we did everything we could, didn't we? But they didn't take us any where. "

He felt that tightening feeling in his stomach again, a guiltiness slowly reaching up to him as always. The big brother whom was supposed to be looking after his small brother. He was failing and he knew he wouldn't be able to do as much for this problem.

" I- I know Joonie. " Jin brought up his hand and gently rubbed Namjoon's chest back and forth as if to ease away the pain in his body. Namjoon's face softened as he smiled back at the elder man, that small touch seeming to be working. " Let's- let's figure it out, okay ? We still have plenty of time. "