Suicide

Chapter 3

EMILY'S POV
I was happy I met 5 boys but I still didn't know who they really were so I want to get to know them but how? I could ask if I can come over to spend time with them and get to know everyone.

It was Friday and school was canceled today so lucky me. I grabbed my phone on the bedside table And texted harry saying If I can come over to hang with them and get to know them. He said yes so I put on my favourite crop top and my skinniest pair of black jeans. I went to the bathroom put my makeup on and brushed my teeth and headed out the door of my house. He said he would pick me up.

After 15 minutes gone by of sitting on my porch they arrived and told me to get in. Everyone was sitting in the car harry and the driver in the front. Nial and Louis were on both of my sides and zayn sat in the way back by himself.

"So how was last night love" harry asked me concerned.

"Nothing my father fell asleep so I was okay" I smiled at them.

"So Emily can I call you Emi" I nodded I liked that nickname. I took out my phone from my back pocket when I got it on my lap I saw that my shirt was crumbled all way up to my bicep. Louis looked over and saw that I had cuts all over my arm. He made a sad face at me.

"Harry please look at this" Louis said holding up my arm.

"There fresh she just did this" Louis said.

"Love OMG we will talk about this when we get to the flat" he said to me. I was upset with Louis I didn't want anyone to find out no even him but he was nosey and he looked and told harry. I kept my head down the whole ride. I felt ashamed harry didn't look look he was pleased with me.

When we arrived in his flat harry grabbed my arm and dragged me to his room. He closed the door behind him. He sat on his bed next to me and grabbed my arm setting it down gently in his lap. He slowly lifted up my sleeve that covers the cuts. He ran his finger up and down them.

"Do you have anymore cuts" I nodded "let me see them" I shook my head I didn't want him to see them. " I need to see them now" he ordered it scares me. I showed him my other arm and I didn't show him my legs.

"It's hot in here I'm going to go change into my shorts" I headed for the bathroom to put my shorts in. I didn't have many on my leg just a couple that were healing from a long time ago. I also have some on my stomach to. I tried to walk downstairs but harry caught me.

" I don't think so come back here" he said I followed him back into his room to show him more of my cuts.

"Let me see them come on " I huffed and laid on his bed my back was on it. I slowly lifted up my shirt and he gasped. He looked upset. I told him I was fine but he ran his finger over those one last that made it tickle.

I got up from the bed and we both walked downstairs.

"Emi your so beautiful your eyes and your body" Louis said while looking down

" Louis my eyes are up here" I said and we all started laughing. Me and harry sat down on the couch with the rest of the boys.

"So Emi, were is your mom?" Zayn asked

"She died when I was 4" I said

"How did she die??" Asked Nial

"Suicide" I said with a choke voice

"Emi out of everyone in here who is the cutest" my eyes got wider

"What?" I asked

"Who is the cutest from least cutest in this room"

" Umm idk harry,zayn,Louis, Nial and Liam but Nial and Liam are equally cute so" harry smiled when I said he was first it was a cheeky smile where you could see his dimples they were so cute.

"Anyway let's get back to knowing each other" I said

"Okay so I'm Louis and I am the boys jokester I cheer them up when there down. You should never be afraid of me I would never hurt you. I am 16 and I love pizza and funny girls" we all laughed

"So I'm Nial I have blonde hair obviously I'm Irish and I am the odd one in this "group" we have. I am always hiper. If I'm tired Its not my best moments and I love girls with great smiles" he winks at me and I nodded

"I'm Zayn and I am the "bad boy of the group. I have mischievous behavior and I have dyed hair that's usually in a quiff. I have dated a couple girls before but none as pretty as you" he smiles at me and I instantly blush

"I'm Liam and I'm the "responsible one" no seriously I am. I am in charge because the other boys always fool around I could say I do to but I pay attention. People say I am most like a dad but I don't see it. And I love girls who can sing there hearts out and not be a snob" he looks at me and smiles.

Last but not least was harry he looked like he was blushing but his face was towards the floor so I couldn't really see it good.

"Obviously I am harry styles I have green eyes and curly brown hair. I am the hottest one out of all of us. And I like smiling and going to the beach. I have always one to go on the perfect date with that special someone" he looks over at me and so don't the other boys.

" Emily your turn tell us about you" I herd zayn say and the rest nodded

"Okay obviously I have dark brown hair and blue eyes. I like guys with long hair and can smile. I like skateboarding and swimming. I have always wanted a best friend were I could talk to them and they would never get tired of me. I never liked my father he is a total jackass and I hate him. I don't have a normal life but I want one really bad" I told them they all looked at me and they all ran to me and gave me a giant group hug.

They were nice to be around I think I like them as my new friends. I would have to admit harry isn't that bad looking he is actually got but I can't let that get in the way of our friendship or are we even friends I don't even know.

„well if you hate your father so much then leave him already" Liam asked

" I can't I don't have anywhere else to go" I told him

"You could um stay with us" said harry I turned to look at him.

"You would actually let me stay with you guys" I asked so happy. They all nodded there heads and we all jumped up in excitement.

"I will need to get some stuff from my house and tell my father I only need one person to go with me" I looked around the room harry and zayn were both by my sides in an instant " looks like you both can come" we headed out the door and into the car.

When we arrived at my house I got out of the car with harry and walked up to my porch. I opened the door and there was my father in the living room drinking. " father its your lucky day I am not living with you anymore I have found friends that have Willing let me stay with them" he nodded and I went up the stairs to grab all of my stuff I needed.

I grabbed my suitcase and stool everything I had in it it makeup,toothbrush,toothpaste,blades, my depression pills, clothes, shoes, phone charger and other phone stuff and last but not least money. I grabbed my suit case and went down the stairs with the suitcase on my back. When I reached the ground I wheeled it in the living room and stood in front of harry.

"You ready" he asked me

"I'm ready" we walked to the car and out my stuff in the trunk and drove off to my new home. I am going to live with my 5 new best friends. I am happy I have best friends that love me for me. I bet they are great people when I actually get to spend time with them.