Suicide

Chapter 7

"That red spot is a hickey and it's from him and NOT ME " I yelled that last part that's when I saw both of there face in shock I was angry. I wanted to tell her how I feel but she isn't figuring it out yet which it is making me angry. That's when I walked out the door and Emily calling me but I just kept walking.

HARRY'S POV
I wanted to clear my head. I needed to get out of that house. I admit I was upset that Zayn gave her a hickey. I didn't want any other guy touching her or kissing her so I was jealous when I saw it how she was moaning his name and not mine made me feel hurt. He is just trying to use Emily. He wants to make me feel hurt.

One time Zayn had a girlfriend, she was a virgin and Zayn wanted to be the first one to you know do that and it was ruined by me. I had sex with her before Zayn did he got so angry with me. He loved her and he couldn't bear thinking everyday that she was touched by one of his Friends so he dumped her the night after I took her virginity.

He is trying to do that with Emily I was 15 and I was stupid now that I'm 21 I am smarter and I regret everyday that I did that to Zayn but no he wants to get revenge on me. He is so childish. I didn't know where I was walking to but I heard my name being called by a beautiful voice. And I knew I couldn't walk away from her.

I waited for her to catch up to wear I was standing. When she finally got here I embraced her I couldn't stay mad at her. Actually I wasn't mad at her I was mad at Zayn.

"Haz you have terrible mood swings" she said to me

"Ha ha very funny actually I'm pissed off at Zayn not you"

"Why" she asked me

"Because he did this" I pull her shirt down where it was on her shoulder and pressed my lips to her soft and delicate skin and kissed it kicked it then bit on it a couple time till it was red. She looked down she touched it and she didn't flinch like most girls would.

"Why doesn't it hurt you" I asked

" remember I have been through a lot more then a hickey"

"Oh Ya sorry" she nodded and we walked together on a Saturday morning to nowhere. I tried to grab her hand but she pulled away.

"We're not dating remember" I nodded and felt embarrassed I really wanted to hold her hand but sense she isn't ready then I guess not.

ZAYN'S POV
I hated harry for pulling me away at a good moment she was amazing. Her skin and her moaning my name was perfect to my ears. I loved how she said my name and not Harry's. He was right in front of her too. Revenge is amazing. I need to think of when I should plot my next sneak attach.

I am going to get harry back and he will know next time he will not mess with my girl. This is going to be sweet sweet revenge.

HARRY'S POV
I didn't know where we're going but we kept walking and talking about family history favourite things I'm glad I'm getting to know her better. Then I will actually have a chance with her. The best part is I know the things she likes and her birthday. Looks like it's coming up in a few weeks she will be 19.

I wish she have told me sooner then I could have gotten her something nice now I have to rush and think really quick well she likes jewellery so I mean she was born in June. OMG I JUST THOUGHT THE BEST GIFT EVER FOR HER I will bye her birthstone necklace then have another stone attached to it that will be mine and I will have our names engraved on the side. It means we will be best friends forever.

Oh shit she's telling me something and I should turn my ears on for her.

"And that's how I became this low life ass with no one" oh shot she domaines just comfort her harry holy shit come on.