Suicide

Chapter 5

HARRY'S POV
Whwen I saw Emily walk up the stairs to go to bed I was upset I really wanted her to stay up with us. We were going to have a party. No a party where other people come just us boys and Emily but I guess just us. I felt a tap on my shoulder that got me out of my train of thoughts.

"Hey Hazz you okay" Zayn asked me

" Ya it's all good" I say and walk over to the kitchen to grab a soda. I drank the whole thing less then 5 minutes. I really wanted to hang with Emily like watch another movie and slowly put my arm around her. I have to admit when I saw Zayn touch emily I wasn't happy. I wanted to punch his fucking face out he is lucky I didn't.

I walked up to my room so I could get some rest to. But I stopped at Emily's room. I slowly opened her door and walked in. I saw her hair sprawled all over the pillow. I sat next to her while she was sleeping. I put my hand on her cheek and took the hair in her face and put behind her ear. I kissed her forgets gently. Then I walked out like nothing never happend.

I went to my room and sat on my bed with my phone in my lap. I just decided that I would watch videos on vine while I have all night. I couldn't sleep right away and I needed something to make fall me asleep. I wish Emily was next to me so I could cuddle her all night long. What the fuck am I saying god she is my freind and nothing more.

That's when I fell asleep with my phone in my chest and my hair all over my face.

EMILY'S POV
I woke up and I felt happy for once in my lifetime I always wake up feeling
Sad lonely or depressed but today I just feel lonely. I don't know why. Louis and Harry are the best to be around I am kind of scared of Zayn. I know I shouldn't be but I am. I walked downstairs to get a drink and I saw Louis laying on the ground passed out, Zayn was on his phone, Liam was sleeping on the couch and Nial was running around the house he needs to take a chill pill.

I saw Zayn look over at me and he smiled. I patted the spot next to him on the couch of course I took that offer and did as so. He smiled really wide.

"So has was your sleep" he asked me

" it was okay" I said

I wasn't going to tell him I felt lonely this morning that would just be weird but I could tell Louis so maybe it's just Zayn that I haven't got to know him yet. I got up from the couch and started to walk away. Zayn grabbed my wrist and pulled me back on the couch.

"You don't leave a conversation with me unless you say goodbye Zayn it's rude" he told me

"It was nice talking to you goodbye Zayn" I smiled and he nodded with me. I walked back up the stairs and stopped when I saw Harry's room I really wanted to walk in there and talk with him but I didn't know if he was sleeping or not. I walked up to his door and knocked slightly. He groaned

" go away boys I'm not in the mood"

"It's not the boys it's Emily but good morning Harry" I heard his feet move to the door. He opens the door lightly.

"Sorry about my attitude I'm just in no mood with the today" he told me he oped the door all the way so I could walk into his room. I took his offer and sat on his bed. He came over and sat next to me.

"How was your sleep" he asked me. I should tell him about this morning I mean he is my best friend so why not.

"It was okay but this morning I felt kind of umm never mind" I started to blush.

"No tell me" he said

"I felt lonely okay like no one cared but I'm okay cause I'm with you now" I said a little embarrassed.