Suicide

Chapter 9

HARRY'S POV
I wanted to tell her so bad how I feel but I was saving that day for the last day of high- school we were in 12th grade.

Oh Shit we need to get back to school tomorrow. I just remembered ever sense that day at the lacks about 5 days ago we haven't gone to school. But the teachers understand for emily but me its not an issue I probably have a f on all classes but it's better then having the love of my life lie dead in my arms. Harry stop it will never happen.

" emily you know we have to go to school tomorrow" she looked stressed for a second before she nodded her head.

"We should go back downstairs to see boo-" I glared at her she looked shy

"I mean Louis" I smiled and nodded we went back to the living room with Louis confused I gave him a simple smile before telling his it was all good. Louis put his arms out and pouted to emily. She walked over to him when I coughed really loud. She looked back at me and I pointed my finger to my chest and then did a heart breaking.

She walked over at me. She sat next to me and I put my fingers on her hips and lifted her on my lap and she squealed rather loudly. I swirled my finger in circles on her hip. She leaned back and I sat my chin on her shoulder.

She starts to giggle. Why is she giggling what's so funny? God I love her laugh it's so soothing. "What's so funny baby?"

"Your curls are tickling my neck" she said

"Should I keep doing it then or my lips your choice" I said in her ear she got goosebumps really quick I love the way she responds so quick to my touch. I have to admit it's hot as fuck. HOLY SHIT HARRY STOP.

"Neither I'm good I'm ticklish easy"
She covers her mouth and I smile at her"harry don't you dare" I placed my hands on her waist ready to tickle her.

"I will" I threaten her. She was struggling to get out of my arms. Louis went upstairs to go to his room. I feel bad but hey he could have fun tickling her to.

"Harry don't-" I cut her off by tickling her hips. I pushed her on the couch were she was laying on her back. I lift up her shirt but she stops me "I don't want my shirt up thanks and I definitely don't want to be tickled" that's when I roughly grabbed her shirt and lifted her shirt up I saw scars on her stomach.

I placed my lips on each cut there was about 50 but they were fading away so that means she is clean. She moaned a couple times. I put her shirt down and took her arm and placed my lips on those cuts. It took a few minutes till I went lower.

"Is there anymore" I asked

"No"she squealed

"I know your lying were are they"I told her harshly

"There is none" she looked at her hands

"EMILY TELL ME NOW OR I WILL FIND THEM MY SELF" she shook her head and pointed down to her thighs. She was wearing jeans. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her up the stairs. When we got to my room I told her to..

"Take your jeans off" i instructed she did as she was told and when they fell around her ankles. I grabbed her and placed her on the bed "are they just recently" I asked. She nodded oh shit I wonder what dumb fucks are messing with her now. I slowly bent down and placed my lips on each cut on her leg she was about to cry.

It looked like it stung so I stopped. She frowned. I giggled and stood up.

"Want to sleep in your bed" she shook her head it was adorable I giggled at her

EMILY'S POV
"Want to sleep in your bed" I shook my head and he giggled. I grabbed my phone and it was 9:30 I need to get rest for school. But there is really no point

"I'm going to ask the teachers if I can switch classes" he told me while taking off his jeans.

"Why" I asked

"To protect you from all of those dumb fucks. Now they won't want to touch you because I will beat them to a pulp even just one touch" I laughed and he smiled

"You know you guys are amazing people you saved me you know I was thinking of dying but you helped me to see that there will be people to love and care for you and protect you when you need them most. And will there to catch you when you fall and be the light to your darkness and and. Harry you are the light to my darkness my shinning armor my Romeo. And I love you for everything and I might be growing feelings for you I know it's stupid and your just trying to help me and don't have feelings for me but I am just telling you that when I first saw you I feel in love your chocolate brown curls and your green piercing eyes and adorable smile and you just you" I said while taking breaths I felt like I should have never said anything but I needed to get it off my chest and I just couldn't keep it any longer. He need to know

"I I I don't even know what to say. Remember I said I couldn't tell you why. Well this is what I have been trying to tell you I have had feelings for you sense I first laid my eyes on you EMILY and I never thought a beautiful girl like you would like a loser asshole like me and when I heard that you liked me a couple minutes ago I felt my heart melt because you felt the same way as I did and baby girl I can't live without you not a single day in my life could I go on without you. You are the light that shines in me and I need you to show me the way. Help me by loving me my whole world will be together if you love me EMILY. I can't belive I'm saying this but. EMILY would you like to go to the unmm prom with me"

I thought I was crying. I wiped my eye and YEP I was crying and I felt like once in my entire life someone actually cares for me. loves me for me doesn't want to beat the shit out of me.

"OMG HARRY YES OF COURSE I WILL GO TO PROM WITH YOU and I am happy that you love me and care for me as I do you but before anything we need to get to know each other before we get serious" he walked over to me and sat next to me in his bed

"Yay and baby girl I know we will do things together to get to know each other better I promise" he said and I felt really happy that he was in my life.

I yawned and he caught that he carried me and pulled the covers out and placed me under them. He kissed my forehead and said goodnight. The bed sunk down when he laid his body next to me. He wrapped his arm around my small figure. and we fell asleep again in each others arms.