Suicide

NOT AN UPDATE

I sure you heard the news about one direction if you haven't then you will.

The truth is I'm happy for him if he wants to quit for his happiness and thinks it will be better I'm all I for it I just wish it wasn't so soon. It's only been 5years and they were great together. I love ZAYN my most favorite is harry and Zayn obviously.

I can admit I cried for hours she. I heard the news about him leaving the band for good I wasn't goi g to lie. I was so upset I cried and couldn't breathe but I don't care if I suffer as long as Zayn and the other 4 boys have a great life.

If you are wondering how I'm taking his so well! Well I'm not a lot of things has happend to me in the past 24 hours but I'm trying to stay strong. I admit it's really hard I almost cried in all of my classes today. But people stay strong we can get through this together. Yes it's heartbreaking to see him go but it's for the best and we should let him have his life that he wants.

People it's okay to be upset yes it's okay to cry yes it's okay to feel bad. But we can do it's okay. We want him to be happy right? Then let's give him the life he wants. No more stress no more fucking drama no more paparazzi no more rumors no more lies. We don't want him to suffer anymore then he has. Yes there was rumors that "he cheated on Perrie with a fan" yet you can believe it but it was probably just a picture. You guys need to calm down it's okay we can do it. Just breathe and calm down.

Yes this is heartbreaking and yet you might hate Zayn for "cheating on Perrie" he didn't he loves her he wouldn't hurt her. You guys have to see it in Zayn's eyes how would you feel if there were rumors saying you cheated on your girl/guy. Saying how you holded hands with one person wile engaged with another. Wouldn't you feel bad. See he is going through a lot and we need to be there for him not make it worse.

In loving memory of Zayn Malik on March 25 2015 he left one direction to finish his life as a normal 22 year old. All we can do is go on life with him and be happy for him.

So lovelies it's okay there other people that can help you get through this just remember one direction was perfect. They helped us through things and always made us smile and cheer us up now it's our turn to give it back to them. Harry Liam Nial and Louis are probably upset and yes I know harry cried on stage because he knew this would happen. But don't let them cry make them smile make them laugh send them cute and hilarious tweets and don't make them bad guys on wattpad cause they know all about it. We can do this we can survive this s we will be okay.

If your sad talk to someone it will all be okay ily all so much don't cry guys it's okay:(