Suicide

Chapter 6

EMILY'S POV
"I'm mad because.. You kissed Zayn" I was shocked why would he be mad about that. Before I knew it me and Harry kissed. Why is everybody kissing me today.

Before I knew it me and Harry kissed. He leaned in and I leaned in and Ya we kissed I don't know whats going on right now because Zayn told me he likes me and he wants to get to know me a lot more. But then I kissed harry and I kissed Zayn I don't know what's going on anymore. While thinking Bout I pulled back from Harrys soft lips.

"Harry I don't know what's going on because Zayn told me he has feelings for me and I kissed him twice and I kissed you twice I don't know what's going on anymore. We are just friends so why are we kissing" I slid down against the counter and when I hit the floor I instantly put my head in my lap.

"Look at me Emily" he grabbed my chin " no matter what Zayn says, he says he likes you now but it will change in a week so I wouldn't believe him. Actually according to me he just likes to get into girls pants so.... And I'm guessing you want somebody who will protect you and stick up for you when you need it and help you threw all situations and always be on your side and want to save your virginity to somebody worth it" he looked at me how did he know all of that he is fucking good holy shit.

"HOLY SHIT CAN YOU READ MY MIND OR SOMETHING FUCK HARRY" I said it's really creepy how he knew that.

" no that just looks like your type I guess and I would be willing to change for you emily every ounce of me will be changed if you want I want you Emily just you" I looked at him confused I was ready to speak what was on my mind.

" Harry it has only been a couple weeks I don't understand how you can like me in 4 days I don't get boys. I need to time to think I need to spend time with you to get to know you a lot more. About you how you deal with things your most used face expression. How you lie. I need to know a lot of stuff before it gets serious. I'm not saying there is something between us no because there isn't but we're just friends for now okay is that okay with you" he huffed

"Emily I will wait for you when your ready tell me I will be waiting promise till the day I die" I hugged him and we headed back to the group that was still playing truth or dare. They are so childish but I love them so.

HARRY'S POV
Emily's right I don't understand how I could like her in 4 days.but she looks interesting to me, she looks different more innocent more understandable And just fun. I'm willing to wait for her. she needs her time to understand what is happening. It would be easier to tell her how I feel but I want her to figure it out on her own.

When we headed back to the living room we saw the boys kept playing truth or dare, they looked over at us till Louis spoke up

"What took you guys so long, having an affair" Louis said to us. I looked over at Emily who was shaking her head no and all the boys laughed I have to admit it was cute so I laughed to what the hell it was funny.

Me and Emily sat on the floor with The guys we got back to playing truth or dare this time I sat next to Zayn so Emily wasn't next to him. Hey I might not want to tell her how I feel but I certainly will show her. After about 2 hours of truth or dare we wanted to watch another movie. Of course I had to force Emily to because she was tired but I wanted her to watch it with us.

Louis out in the movie If I Stay the movie Emily has been wanting to see. She looked at us with happiness I loved seeing this side of her. I don't like the depressed girl who cuts because nobody cares and she wants to die.
(I wouldn't read he next pages oh if you haven't watched If I Stay yet just letting you guys know)

Throughout the whole movie I heard all the guys sniffle at least one part in the movie. Of course I died in tears because I related the movie to my life. I love this girl and we date but one day her and her family die in a car crash but she comes back to life and we go back to seeing her everyday and her love her withy whole life.