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Thrill

9:29pm 3/16/2021

I slept for most of today, went to bed at 6am and woke up 30 minutes ago due to the fact that my mom wanted me to watch her food while she went to the store, I wouldve slept more if I didnt have to do this. I'm just so tired and being out of this reality makes me feel better than being awake, My comfort character has been Kaeya from Genshin and I dream about him sometimes and it fills that hole in my chest. I keep zoning out and now the buzz of having new things is wearing down. All I do is play Genshin to pass time. 

I'm probably gonna distance myself from my friends, I think it'll help.