𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 // 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

55 ⋆ 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩??

Lola

"lola, stand up straight" my mom demands as she walks past me, i do as she says and lift my shoulders.

"can you not.. touch me like that" i say to a woman pinning some fabric around my waist in the nicest way possible without sounding rude. i was currently at a dress fitting for the pageant i have soon.

my legs basically feel like noodles from standing up on this pedosile for so so long, but if this is the one thing that will make my mom proud, and lay off of me for a while ill take it.

"lola, be nice" my mom warns.

"but she's making me uncomfortable"

my mom sighs and gets closer, lowering her voice.

"she's a woman, what could possibly happen?" my mom whispers in a frustraited tone.

"are you serious-" i start, but my sentence fades when i feel my phone rining in my hand.

i smile and put it to my ear.

"hi baby" i say softly.

"i need you to come to my house and be a distraction so i don't have to write with finneas" billie says as if it was all one word from her rush of tone..

"whoa, whoa, whoa... slow down.. whats going on?" i say covering the phone to my ear so only i can hear the worried some girl on the other end.

she sighs.

"you know he doesn't know about... you know"

"shit. i forgot you didnt tell him.. i still don't understand why but.." i say into the phone quietly.

"because lo, he's gonna flip if he finds out that i- could possibly be having a kid before him.. and that it's brandons" she says and i can tell she's biting her lip in a concerned way, and the stress in her voice amplified.

"you changed your mind!!??" i keep my voice low but bold.

"no, no! thats not- how i meant to put that" she says slower. "i just- he can't know. he litterally can't know"

"okay, okay" i say more calmly. "i'm in the middle of a dress fitting right now.. but i'm gonna try and get there as soon as possible.

"please" she says. "get here as fast as you can.. if i spend another moment with him he's gonna get questionable"

"well, where are you right now?" i ask.

"in the bathroom. hiding." she tells me.

"alright i'll be there"

"hurry.."

"i will!" i say in a whisper yell.

"okay, love you"

"love you too"

Billie

a little later

i was scrolling through my phone while finneas and i were sitting on my bed.

he was talking in the background but i was more less tuning him out. i wasn't in it right now, and i knew that... but how could i be when i was fully growing a life inside of me and absolutely no one knew about it but my mom and girlfriend.

oh and i was also hiding it from my brother, whom i tell everything.

'Thoughts First-Time Moms Have When They Start to Show'