𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 // 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

56 ⋆ 𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧

A/N: hi again :) it's a long chapter babes. grab snacks 🤍

billie

"i can't believe this is happening. i can't fucking believe this"

finneas paces my room as he runs his fingers through his hair with a frustrated laugh.

"i was going to tell you!" i try and get him to calm down.

didn't work

"when??! when you were going into labor?!!" he exclaims.

i felt so horrible

i wanted to cry

i sat on my bed in front of him and covered my face. lola was sitting at my desk with a saddening look on her face, finneas stood above me running his hands down his face.

it never ends

i tried to save my family, but i just ended up causing more pain.

it's too much..

"my-my baby sister is pregnant." he takes a pause to softy reflect his words and also takes a breathe. but then his arms fall from his red hair and too his side just as the aggressiveness starts again.

"oh great. just great."

"when you put it like that.. it sounds worst" lola pitches in quietly.

"yeah. no shit" finneas replies. pacing once again with his hands on his hips.

"this is not supposed to happen. especially when it's from some fucking sicko... do you know how many times i've had to hold back from killing that dude??" he taunts.

"i-i know" i choke on my words as i notice the hurt in his eyes. lola watches from the side of the room, and i fidget with the bottom of my sweater.

"your eighteen. you don't know how to fend for another person, or have the patience's to wake up ten times a night... you can barely change a god damn diaper for fucks sake" he pants.

"i know" i say softly, feeling my tear ducks go from empty to full.

"you really were trying to do all this on your own?? billie, you can barely go a couple hours by yourself. i-i don't get it!-"

"hey" lola steps in, her voice stern. finneas abruptly turns to her

"do you really think yelling at her is the best path to go down right now?? dude.. you're making her cry!"

she gives finn a clear look that says everything with her eyes, and she raises an eyebrow in offense to his tone at me. i watch him sigh and take a bow of his head,

but he's right

i can't do any of those things..

who am i to even think i could be capable of-

i reach up to wipe my eyes as more tears fall from them, i had my eyes covered with my sleeve and i soon feel the bed deepen and a more heavy arm around my shoulder.

"okay. i didn't mean that... i didn't" finneas says in a softer tone. i rest my head on his shoulder as i just let the cries out and he kisses my forehead tenderly.

"this is really hard" i say through a broken tone while keeping my place on his shoulder.

"i know" finneas reminds me. "i shouldn't of acted like that... this is just a lot- to take in. you know how much i love you billie. we just got you're rapist locked up, i didn't wanna have to take in the fact that he impregnated you too."