𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 // 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

40 ⋆ 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙧, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧.

Billies POV

Lola and i are are running out of excuses to tell

and as the moment passes it gets more and more awkward and more and more silent

it was killing me thinking what would happen in the next few seconds

i look at lola as i bite my lip hard, she looks at me with a worried expression and aura finally speaks up.

"lola, i think we should talk" aura says, looking straight at a very nervous lola, but she looks down slowly at her hand still in mine. "in private"

she emphasized, and i feel more terrified then ever.

"yeah..okay" lola says before looking at me as she walks towards aura, her hand slipping out of mine.

"what do i say?" she whispers.

"you'll figure it out, it's okay" i tell her before she disappears with aura into the hallway.

leaving me and finneas in the small room together.

he looks more surprised than ever, but at the same time totally relaxed.

my posture falls along with my shoulders, i sigh deeply as i fall back on to one of the beds and run my hands down my face.

"fuck. this is all my fault. what the hell am i gonna do?" my voice is muffled behind my hands.

i feel the bed deepen and i know finneas is now sitting next to me.

suddenly i remeber everything that just went down and the conciquences that are to come with it, i sit up hella fast and stare dead at my brother next to me.

"finneas, you do understand that you cannot tell anyone else about this right? not mom, not dad-" i say in a panicked tone before he cuts me off.

"you know mom and dad aren't going to care right?" he says looking at me.

"it's not about that" i sigh. "mom knows i like girls and boys.. but lola's mom does not. and she isn't sure if her family will be on her side about it. we're just- not ready" i tell him.

"i get that" he says lastly before there is a small silence and we both sit looking off.

"how'd you..know" i ask him after a moment, playing with the edges of my sleeves.

"are you kidding" he laughs a little. "you two are the most touchy pair of girls i have ever seen in my life.

"i mean.. girls are just touchy" i laugh with him.

"not that touchy" he tells me raising a brow. "you hold hands wherever you go, you are almost always playing with each other's hair, you give each other flirty looks all throughout the day, and you don't think i noticed her sitting on your lap after shows? yeah. okay eilish" he says.

"damn. i didn't know it was that noticeable." i say thinking back to all the times we've been physical in public. which is quite a lot.

"yeah, wouldn't be surprised if everyone also knew"

we both start laughing together and i shake my head slightly.

"how long has it been going on?" he asks, putting his focus on me.

"well... we've been dating for like four months now. but we've been having sex for like... seven."

"shit. okay, i did not need to know that"

"too late. what? you don't wanna know about how your little sisters banging-"

"stop, stop, please" finneas pleads and i chuckle to myself. already loving the new way i can tease him.