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Lola

the next few days have been speeding up and it felt as if thing after thing was just around the corner by not only christmas approaching us, but my birthday, getting those separation papers living, and billie taking her month ahead of complete rest nearby.

we are always on our feet and just me in general, i liked to keep it that way anyways, stay busy is what i've grown to learn and live.

but it was also like killing two birds with one stone by being also to spend quality time with my favorite girl while doing do so,

billie also started sessions with her new therapist this week, and i could only have but so much time to prepare for that talk of motivation, but today, she and i were getting our last minute christmas shopping in check. which usually, billie explained she liked to get done weeks and weeks early but planning for a newborn to arrive can easily make that idea a priority close to about number seven on the list of things to get done.

and personally, Christmas wasn't even in the slightest that great nor important to me, and god knows i wouldn't be going these type of lengths to glorify it if it weren't for my cute, pregnant girlfriend who was sipping on a peppermint mocha latte right beside me simultaneously walking down the curbside of the outlet mall with too many bags in our reach for either of us.

"but you're gonna be having a winter baby. isn't that what you wanted ? you love winter. you were born in winter." i justified to the blonde whoms hair was pulled up into a perfect bun yet two strands fluttering lightly by her ears from the wind, hung down by the outside of her bangs.

"yeah, but i'm trying to take interest in new things, and maybe him being a spring baby wouldn't be too bad ? i dunno, just as long as he takes his time in there" the girl huffs out gently and i can sense the tension in the way she dips her head at the thought.

"billie, we talked about this" i laugh. "you can't keep him in there forever.."

"hmm, you don't know that. you don't know what i'm capable of.." she shrugs and stops in her tracks to face me with two raised eyebrows and she cups her latte with both her freshly manicured mitt's outside the styrofoam, and the bags on her arms slide to her inner elbows. i laugh gently and swing my arm over her suede coat.

"you're right about that. you are capable of so many great things, my love. but unfortunately, i don't think stopping the circle of life is one of them"

she pssh's me and i let out a louder giggle as we continue walking again.

i loved billie during this time of year. and i mean, of course i love the girl all year round. she only just is the love of my life.. but something about her in this season makes it all worth it. makes the clouds part and the sun shine. it feels like everything's good around her and radiating from her soul, her energy is just where it's set to be and she appears the happiest and most joyful compared to other times of year. her freckles come back out to play and present noticeable. her nose flairs in the frosty weather and turns the cutest shade of vermillion. a chrysanthemum in my eyes. as her cheeks as well and her beauty enhancing. her sweaters are the warmest, and fuzziest. even her socks could be softer than a dandelion and her hands we're tender moreover warm and just the silkiest most satisfying pearls to hold in my own through a blizzard of only arctic and snow.

she was perfect

"so? how's operation 'get away from mom' going ?"

i look at my girlfriend then back at the more foggy streets of the day and a soft sigh leaves my lips. "well, gradually. but only because i spend most of my days and time with you, helping you, i haven't gotten around to it.."