𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 // 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

5 ⋆ 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐢'𝐦 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧'

Billies POV

I looked out the window of the tour bus at the streets and lights. I could smell the sewer through the glass.

Fucking disgusting

I was pretty excited about tonight's show I just hope the crowd gives me some good ass energy.

Or even better...a cute ass girl to look at and sing to.

I smirked to myself before finneas and my mom sat in front of me.

"Billie are you hungry? We can stop" my mom asked looking up at me

"I'm always hungry" I moped and finn seconded me.

Not many people where around which is great because I was not ready to get jumped by the paps right now. We stopped at this really small cafe and I stepped out of the bus.

Lola's POV

We had been walking down forty-fourth street for a while now.

"I'm hungry as shit" aura looked around.

I felt her. My stomach was screaming for help. I spotted a small cafe around the corner.

"Let's stop by there and grab something"

Billies POV

I pulled my hoodie over my head and walked into the cafe with my mom, finneas, and one of my bodyguards.

"If they don't have anything vegan or gluten free they can catch me in the bus"

Finneas laughed and my mom just ordered something for me. She knows what I like.

They started to play supermodel by sza.

Damn I love this song

Lola's POV

I hummed as we walked. God I love this song.

Aura and I walked up behind these people and a tall guy next to this tiny girl in all black. She had a hoodie over her head and I couldn't see her face.

When she finally turned around, I felt my phone start buzzing in my pocket.

It was my mom. shit. I forgot to call her when we landed.

I picked up my phone and immediately held it away from my face while my mom yelled through the phone.

After a few minutes the girl and the others walked away towards the door and me and aura moved up.

"Okay ma. I love you. Bye."

"What do you want?" Aura turned to me.

"Anything vegan or off the gluten free menu"

I sat down and aura got us something.

A few minutes passed and aura sat down across from me with food. I was starving. It was basically chipotle which was my breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday anyways.

"The hotel is in Harlem so we don't have too far to go. I gotta call an uber damn"

The show is in Manhattan. I was so excited and eager to get there my leg kept bouncing under the table. I had to let it out somehow.

I was stupid excited. Ugh. Fuck it. I'm so fucking excited.

☆

I watched the cars and the buildings as the uber driver brought us to our hotel. It didn't take very long since it was only five minutes away. But traffic was making it annoying.

I looked at a billboard and saw the spotify advertisement for when we all fall asleep where do we go.

My heart fluttered. Another toothy smile escaped my lips.

There she is

My smile got shaken out of me when I felt the uber driver stop short; In front of us was a huge black bus. The windows tinted and everything.

How lux. Damn.

"New Yorkers really go all out with there shit, hu?"

"Nah, I mean no one would have a big ass damn bus here like that unless they were a celebrity or sum"

My eyes Immediately lit up and I looked at aura. But she sighed and her face dimmed.

"No"

"But what if she is!?!"

"Lola. I know you're excited but billie irish is not in that bus shawty."

I was quite. My arms folded.

"It's "eilish""

Billie POV

It was taking us a fucking decade to get out of this traffic. I still had a meet and greet before the show. And I was pretty sure some press even before that.

"Mom is there any press before the show?"

"Yes, a few actually"

I exhaled shoving my hands into the pockets of my hoodie and kept staring out the window.

I just kept hoping there was gonna be other shit to look forward to tonight. Don't get me wrong, I was excited for the show but...I just want more- more excitement. More risk.

Something...I dunno. Maybe I'm tripin.

I'm happy. so happy. for once but I feel like there's something so close to me that I need. A space that's waiting to be filled in.

Maybe a feeling I need? A person I need?

Fuck. I dunno.

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