run away and leave everything, I feel that desire to insult even the smallest that is around me, I feel that desire to cry endlessly to see if my pain calms down a little. But today I have felt the guilt of showing so much to people who do not deserve it, of leaving my hiding place for a while to return to the same thing, guilt eats away at me for thinking that it would really be taken into account: My way of being and my feelings ... It was stupid to think that I was going to do that, when I was surprised that there was no interest. I had prepared myself for that but it hurts anyway, it hurts my heart because I am carrying so much and now I feel worse. I feel the guilt of existing because sometimes I want to stop being, but you know? I fight, I fight every day to be okay, and yet I still feel guilty for everything that I have been through. Now I feel guilty for the disaster that they have made me be, I only ask not to harm anyone and to try to be better. I would like to scream so much and be left without a voice, to run away aimlessly only where all that I am is not damaged anymore ... That, that is what my heart yearns for.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
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