How Many Chances ~ The Sequel

part 58

after she stopped crying she wrapped her arms around herself and walked upstairs going into her room and sitting down on the bed throwing her head back to move all the hair out of her face then she plopped down on her pillow looking at the ceiling and thinking and another tear ended up falling down her face hitting her pillow after a while she got up walking into her closet and digging through a bunch of crap then she found what she was looking for and she just stared at it letting the memories and tears flood down her face as she flipped through the scrapbook of her and kobe then she made it to the pages of them at her wedding and she completely broke down burying her face in her knees then someone came rubbing her back and she gripped onto them crying harder as they held her they looked down seeing what she was looking at and they hugged her even tighter

Tatyana: let it out girly i know it hurts and i'm so sorry that you're going through this but you're so much stronger than anyone will ever know you don't have to put on a strong face so no one judges you because we're here for you one hundred percent
Y: thank you tatyana

tatyana hugged y/n tight then she got up walking out and going outside telling the others how she was feeling while she was out there she saw kobe and a bunch of the others walking up to the house and she stopped them

Tatyana: what do y'all want
Kenzie: to talk to y/n not her guard dogs
Tatyana: i'm not no dog but i sure can walk you like one
Kobe: no we aren't here for that we just want to talk to y/n
Dayshawn: man what y'all got going on ain't got none to do with me but you're not talking to y/n
Kobe: why not
Tatyana: that girl is upstairs crying her eyes out because of you because you made her upset and made her feel like she wasn't worth shit you don't deserve to talk to her
Kobe: ok but if i can come in then i can apologize to her but if you don't let me then there's nothing i can do
Tatyana: what can you possibly say to a girl that is crying and flipping through wedding pictures of you two together please tell me what you can say to help her

kobe went quiet and looked down before walking off and going back in the direction of his house and everyone else followed besides jano

Tatyana: well since you're the only real one that stayed you can come talk to y/n
Jano: thank you

everyone moved out the way and let jano in going into her room and sitting next to her seeing her looking at pictures of her and kobe in high school

Jano: uhh hey
Y: hey
Jano: are you ok
Y: i don't know
Jano: oh um i've never done this before i don't know what to say
Y: nothing you can say
Jano: do you miss him
Y: like crazy
Jano: tell him
Y: i can't
Jano: why
Y: because some people just aren't meant to be ok
Jano: do you believe right person wrong time
Y: of course i do
Jano: then what if that's what it is
Y: how many wrong times is it gonna be until it's the right time
Jano: who knows maybe twelve maybe fifty shit could be even one hundred who knows but at the end of the day if you really love someone you never stop fighting for them
Y: but what do i do when i feel like the other person isn't fighting for me as much as i'm fighting for them
Jano: then you walk away no ones saying it's not ok to have days where you sit around and cry no ones saying that at all but if the person isn't putting in the same energy as you then no matter how bad it hurts you need to get up and walk away take yourself out of the situation and let it go some things just aren't worth fighting for
Y: now what do i do if the person isn't giving the same energy and they're always hurting me but yet they're the first person i think of when i wake up and when i go to sleep and they're the only person i want holding me and when i'm not around them i feel empty like apart of me is missing but when we're together all we do is hurt each other every time people think we're so perfect but if they looked past the curtain they'd see every argument every time he's cheated every heart break all of it but we always smile for everyone in every picture we look like the perfect couple that has it all when on the inside we're probably worse than everybody
Jano: that sounds like a question you'll have to answer if you think it's worth fighting for then fight until you just feel like you can't fight no more but if you don't then like i said get up and walk away and move on with your life you got so many options don't waste your time on one
Y: how do i tell a guy who's been there with me through so much and has had my back helping me when i needed him that i don't know if i'm over someone who's hurt me more times than i can remember
Vinnie: i'm sure that guy understands because he's been in the place youre in so many times where he had to choice between a new partner or running back to the one who's hurt them so much and it seems like no matter what the other person does we'll always run back to them but that guy is grateful he met you and he's still gonna be your best friend no matter what you decide

y/n stood up walking to vinnie and hugging him and he hugged her back as they rocked side to side then jano joined in and they were in one big group hug

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