yours || xion X leedo

part sixteen

"when you feel helpless,try letting out a laugh. butterflies dance as cheerfully as if they know just what happiness is.

what about you?

sadness, despair, emptiness. don't these emotions make your footsteps feel heavy?

is it's not something terrible, then, like the dancing butterflies, try to make light of the situation, and let out a laugh

sometimes we come across problems that we can't do anything about. when this happens, accept it and with a light heart, brush it aside.

sometimes, a laugh may have the power to triumph ever a heavy heart."

                                a fellow human,
                                      181207

i closed the book and put it on the coffee table. i looked up at geonhak, who is watching the tv and patted his chest lightly. since i am lying down on his lap, he lowered his gaze and looked at me.

"hakkie ya~ i want to take a quick nap okie" the younger said as he closed his eyes and dozed off.

the older male was watching a movie on Netflix while eating a pack of chips. he took a glance at the younger sleeping, he is assured that the person that is sleeping on his lap right now is an angel. his visuals, his hair, his hands, his eyes, everything about him is perfect.

his eyes soften at the sight of the younger sleeping so peacefully. he must've been the luckiest person on the earth to have the best soulmate in this whole planet.

"i'll never let you go" he whispered slowly at dongju's ears.  he is grateful to have someone to lean on again, someone to hug someone to comfort him again. someone who truly loves him. he is confirmed that dongju will never leave him because he's his last. he might die if the younger do leave him.

geonhak faced the sleeping dongju again, and smiled softly. he placed a kiss on the younger's forehead yet to receive a sudden kiss on the mouth by dongju. geonhak was shocked but surprisingly he didn't pull back.

the younger crossed his arms around geonhak's neck as he deepens the kiss, slowly topping the latter. the kiss wasn't something that they themselves would clarify it as lust or something sexual, but it was something very emotional, which conveyed a lot of emotions into it. happy, sad, grateful, pure love, feeling all of those in one make out session.

dongju breaks the kiss and hugs leedo tightly as he says;

"i will never let you go either."

to be continued...

hi guys :)  i am sorry for not updating this fanfic for a long time, i feel really unmotivated and mentally draining from time to time, and plus my school is reopening and i had to do tons of homeworks.

yes this was a very short chapter i'm sorry for that but this made me feel very emotional honestly hshsh. i will keep ongoing this fanfic , but my updates depends on the actual free time i have. again, sorry for the inconvenience.

ooh and i have one more thing to tell you guys <33  since i am starting to update again and i'm feeling a bit more motivated again, i'm planning on doing another fanfic but this time it includes other rbw artists as well ( but not all tho ) hshsh.

should i proceed the new fanfic after im done with this one? let me know what you think <3

anyways, thank you guys for reading this story of mine, it reaching towards the end already honestly :(  maybe in a few
more chapters i guess? ooh and i'll reveal my true story at the last chapter of this fanfic since this fanfic was based on my life story, i'd like to share how the real story went as well.

hshs please take care of yourself and always stay hydrated okay? drink lots of water, always wear a mask and don't risk yourself doing anything that could harm you okay? hshs have a nice day/night my readers <33