yours || xion X leedo

part nine

xion's pov

i closed my eyes. and took a step forward.

i'm sorry.

i was about to fall, i was so ready for it. i don't care about anything anymore. i just wanted to be free from pain. but somebody grabbed on my bag and pulled me back to the rooftop making me fall on that person who pulled me. i turned my head a bit to see who's the person that pulled me.

"yeonjun?" i asked. "why are you here?" feeling so curious, why is he here? and why the rooftop?

"i saw. everything, dongju" he said.

"what? what did you saw?" i questioned.

"niki. and the girl. and you were there. i was walking down the corridor when something happened. i stopped and hid between the locker gaps at the corridor. i heard everything. niki is such a bitch for doing that to you. i can't believe he did that. " he explained.

i just stared down at my feet, not feeling anything.

"why did you saved me. i wanted to die. i don't want to live here anymore." i spoke, emotionless.

"you can't die , how about your family? they must be worried sick about you." he said.

"my parents and brother are gone."

"a-ahh... i'm sorry..." he quickly apologised. "well how about your friends? your best friends? they love you." he said.

"hm." i can't seem to say anything. hwanwoong, keonhee, seoho, youngjo, they're the ones who were with me all these times. i am grateful to have them, but i just can't stand this pain.

"go back home, your friends must be worried about you." he said, gently.

"okay." i said blankly. "t-thank you."

"no problem. be safe okay, bye." he greeted.

walking away feeling empty , the only thing that is in my head right now is mom and dad. oh how i missed them so much. if only i didn't asked them to buy me a new handphone that night, none of this would've happened. they wouldn't have been in that accident. this was all my fault. dongmyeong. dongmyeong was in that car too. his smile, i'll never forget it. never. i thought my life was over, but thanks to keonhee, i'm alive, all good. his parents and he himself took care of me since the incident happened . keonhee was like my big brother. and hwanwoong, he supported me a lot, he stayed with me through my ups and downs, he was the nicest person i could asked for beside my family. i trust both of them so much. they're my life, my saviour. i love the both of them so much.

why do i have to feel this pain. why me. i hate it so much. i want to be free from sadness and pain. wasn't losing my family enough? why must i be handling all this pai- 

a sound snapped me out of my thoughts. im in the middle of the road. my sight was blinded by flash of light from a vehicle. it's a car. and the car is moving towards me. it's not stopping. it's getting closer. i can't move my-

"WATCH OUT!"

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i'm now lying at the ground, and all i can see was a lot of red liquid on the road, before my vision turned completely black.

to be continued...

hye my lovely angels~

i am sorry for updating super duper late i was busy of my extra work today.. anyways im sorry for this very short chapter too :(

i hope you guys have a nice day for today and again i am so sorry for everything today :(

i love you all byebye! ❤️