Morning came and my Dad knocked on her door we immediately jumped out of our sleep, she got up and came down to open the door he then barged in and yelled
"Get down here you worthless trash!"
"Umm sir you have no right being in my house and stop calling her that she's your daughter for crying out loud" she stated
I came down shakily and looked him in the eyes he continued talking but I zoned out and there's a strong urge to reply so I did.
"Thank you for hurting me I guess i don't mean a lot to you, yet still to this day I'm getting over hurt and refocusing. Some days are easier than others but I'm sorry for what I did"
"Does it look like I care or want to hear what you have to say"
"I could careless if you do but I am working on changing me daily"
"Good for you" he uttered
"And I still go through things to this day you may see me smile most days love
" I said as I looked deeply into her eyes and continued
"but that's not how it is most times i refuse to talk about it cause it's obvious I only bring problems to him"
"That's right only problems my wife's dead because of her and now I'm like this lost my job my house everything" he screeched
"It's not my fault she died giving birth to me I just wish I could just remove you from my life like you didn't exist dad but you don't understand how much I feel, I wish only to see you happy and not worried i prefer to be the one to worry and be down but it is what it is I don't think you understand how you say things can come off a certain way yes you should consider others feelings but you don't with mine I feel too much and i care too much but all is well guess I just need to delete myself from your life I'm done and tired of going through the same things over again goodbye dad never want to see you again"
"Good never wish to see you either" he replied and left as the door shut I ran to her and sobbed in her arms
"It's okay I understand don't worry I'm here please talk to me never seen you stand up for yourself like that I'm proud of you and I love you "
